TRAITORS LYRICS

1. Phantasm

What I see at night is messing with me
Is messing with me, is messing with me
I'm always yelling in my sleep
Because my dreams
Are littered with torment, and screams
So people start checking on me, and stressing on me
And all this weight starts pressing on me

Back to the mother fucking point
I wake up exhausted, with pain in my joints
Attacked again by my illusion, delusion
The rot of arrogance brought out by this lucid
This lucid
Waking up and my body starts to spasm
Then my bodies paralyzed, and I'm staring in the eyes
Of something so dark I couldn't ever fathom

This phantasm
It's plunging me deeper into this chasm
So everyone suggests I be stronger
But he, has control over me.
Why do you think I'm dealing with everything so anxiously?

What I see at night is messing with me
Stressing on me
I'm always yelling in my sleep
Cause my dreams
Are filled with torment, and shrill screams
So everybody is checking on me, and stressing for me
If you cut my flesh, you'd see everybody's fucking problems bleed

Everyone suggests I be stronger [3x]
Natural death come take me so I'm here no longer

2. Intruder

gotta find something to keep me up
shaking from the uppers in my cup
out on my feet, ready to drop
about to slip into an unconscious rut
there's an intruder, intruder!
my dreams have evolved into something much cruder
it's an invasion

by something that's my own creation
it's built up so much frustration
that I have lost my last salvation
suddenly I open my eyes
only to see the intruder at my bedside
I'd scream, no sound, I already tried
I can't even move a muscle to hide or fight
I open, my eyes, only to see the intruder at my bedside
I open my eyes, everything just freezes
and my bodies paralyzed
now the demon does what he pleases
i gotta find something to keep me up
I'm shaking from the uppers in my cup
out on my feet, ready to drop
about to slip into an unconscious rut
there's an intruder, an intruder
gotta find something to keep me up
shaking from the uppers in my cup
out on my feet, ready to drop
about to slip into an unconscious rut
there's an intruder, intruder
my dreams have evolved into something much cruder
once again, I open my eyes
and there he is right at my bedside
there's an intruder, intruder
I'd scream, no sound, I've already tried
I think I'll just close my eyes

3. Cold

my mind's gone, my mind's gone
my body still standing
but my soul's left
now life's so cold
my glows not so bold
my mind's gone
my body's barely standing
but my soul's left
a man once whole
who's lost his poor soul
grey, dull, dumbed, and numb
I want to replace everything
that's all burnt out
it slows me from becoming the man I've wanted to become
cause I'm grey, dull, blunt, and numb
I feel disgraced, from my distaste
I just hope this'll leave one day
but for now here I am
hands dug in my face
aimlessly searching
for the soul that I've misplaced
life is so cold
my glows not so bold
a man once whole
who lost his poor soul
now life's so cold
life's, so cold
my body's not so bold
a man once whole
who's lost his poor soul

4. Dead In The Head

Listen!
you can't keep telling me that
everything is gonna be fine
I'm sick & fucking tired
of hearing this shit

I'm sick of everybody's shit!
of my own shit!
because of shit!
It's not just gonna change overnight
I'm not just gonna change overnight!

stop telling me it's all in my fucking head
cause it's not all in my head!
It's me, I feel like, like it's all of me
It's fucking disgusting

Nobody understands it
nobody understands what I see
nobody understands...

nobody understands me, not even myself

5. Sleep Disorder

Please don't lay me down to sleep
Or else my soul wont be to keep
Life draining while you're beneath
Beneath your sweat stained sheets

My disorder
Grows stronger
I have control no longer
I want to explain my misery but everyone suggests that I be stronger
I'm a dead beat
The longer I sleep
The lesser that my souls to keep

Natural death come take me
You can see the callous on my hands and feet
From me clawing at my skin, to let the terrors bleed
Let the terrors bleed, let this filth secrete
Natural death be the catalyst that takes me
The DMT is rotting through my brain and it breaks me, it breaks me

Now I've just learned to dread sleep
Cause I'm a dead beat

From me clawing at my head, I said I'm a dead beat
Still dead in the head and it turns out I'm a dead beat
Forever will I dread sleep

It's from the same stench that lingers
I've taken so much damage, that now I'm pointing fingers

Please don't lay me down to sleep
Or else my soul won't be to keep
Life draining while you're beneath
Beneath your sweat stained sheets
I try and I try, to get a brief moment of peace
But my disorder keeps all my happiness, dull and brief

Well now I dread sleep, from my disorder
I have control no longer
I want to explain my misery but everyone suggests I have a
A sleep disorder
I have control no longer

It's safe to say, I guess I have a
A sleep disorder, sleep disorder

6. Burnout

[feat. Trevor of The Black Dahlia Murder]

you can't just change over night
they say it's all in my head
so just relax, alright?
that's what they always say
they're just getting sick of my shit
so they push me away
It's not like I want this for the rest of my life
but I know if I recover I know
there are signs of damage
I'm a fucking burnout, a deadhead
being pulled along by, I'm dreading
what put me in this position?
I've given false hope
for even thinking I could cope
with all these dark epiphanies
where I realize something's wrong with me
you can't just change over night
they say it's all in my head
so just relax, alright?
that's what they always say
they're just getting sick of my shit
so they push me away
It's not like, I want this for the rest of my life
but I know if I recover I know
there are signs of damage
I'm a fucking burnout, a deadhead
being pulled along by, I'm dreading
what put me in this position?
I've given false hope
for even thinking I could cope
with all these dark epiphanies
where I realize something's wrong with me
you can't just change over night
they say it's all in my head
so just relax, alright?
that's what they always say
they're just getting sick of my shit, so they push me away
it's not like I want this for the rest of my life
but I know if I recover I know
there are signs of damage
and all day long
I'd worry about everybody but myself
to keep me from thinking so miserably
and all day long
the terrors fissure through my flesh
and bring out a selfish empathy
well now all day
because my terrors have caused decay
I've become so selfish, I push everybody away
my dark epiphanies where I realize something's wrong
wrong with me







TRAITORS LYRICS