SYNDEMIC LYRICS

1. Shelter In Disease

Awareness of this narrow
Freezing my motion
The silence of this room creates this disease

These walls
So insurmountable

Prison
My sense for freedom
Selfdestruct

I can not remember
How health feels like
Artificial light defeats the rhythm
I will perceive
The mere disorder

This sorrow
Inevitable
I suffer
I construct
My own
...shelter in disease!

Shelter in disease!

My life in fragments
Chaotic as destructive minds

And I do know
the mere disorder

Lost in
My sense for freedom
Reveries

This sorrow
Inevitable
I suffer
I construct
My own shelter in disease!

Shelter in disease!

There must not be
Deliverance
An Escape from
The outside world
The will to endure what common man
Guides into oblivion
The will to be forgotten
The will to be alone

2. Leaves

I feel nothing
Except afflicting darkness
Creeping inside
My empty chest

Searching a gateway
No one remains to stick by
Internal void
Condemned alone

Draining the own existence
Who allowed you to leave?
Captured within the nowhere
Leaves once green turned into black!

Faded shape of beauty from my arms
Bright eyes, accomplished shape!

Withered blossom
Bleached from internal anguish
Nothing remains
To hide away

Mental perdition
Craving for my salvation
Desperation
Leaching my mind

Draining the own existence
Who allowed you to leave?
Captured within the nowhere
I see your face!

Down the gallery of pain
You are the passion inside my veins!

Suffering in deep regret
Leaves once green turned into black!

3. Silent Wrath

Your face reflected in the window
Behind the curtain there's just emptiness to see
In deep waters there's a shallow
In search for reasons I haven't found it
...yet!

Scars on my hands
Flashback of the screams
Agony
Streaks of blood

She's still residing here
Watcher of all the steps i take
Silent wrath!

The time is imminent and fading
Signs not to wait for her returning the next day
A volitional amnesia
I take the memories away of when i cut her
...throat!

Scars on my hands
I can hear the screams
Agony
Streaks of
...blood!

She's still residing here
Cold air in my neck, she's behind me
Silent wrath
...in dead eyes!

Channel through the silhouettes
eternally haunted

...residing here
Cold air in my neck, she's behind me
Silent wrath
...in dead eyes!

She still caresses me
Her ghost caresses me

4. Psychotic Disorder

Are you real?
Make up your mind
Finished routine
Human bonds disavowed
The way you live
Essence of life is passing by
Come beyond
Mure your soul
Follow my lead
The only way
To tolerate existence
Is to find your path
Beyond the pain

Apathy
Indifference
Lack of concern
Reality's perverted
Behold
Endure
Accept it!

Glare into your eyes
Alone in deep despair
Punished by your birth
Within a state of fear

Glare into your eyes
Shines through

Finally
You're in my arms
See the difference
Painless and calm
Your spirit's gone
No mourn remains
Now you are mine!
Feel secure
Under my shelter
Expose yourself
To unusual environs
Do not look back!

Apathy
Tribulation
Sorrowfulness
Vulnerability
Despise, avoid, decry it!
Enter eternal
...sleep!

Glare into your eyes
Alone in deep despair
Punished by your birth
Within a state of fear

Glare into your eyes
Shine through

Glare into your eyes
Shines through your demise

5. Progeny Of Sorrow

Absent
Veiling in a corner
Silence
Displaced by your weeping
Shocked
By my awful
Intention

Nothing more
But fear in opened eyes

Paranoia
Engulfs reality
Your paranoia
Feeds anxiety

Nothing more
But fear

I am chasing
In the wake of dawn
You are static
Can you feel my breath?
Silence
In the face of dawn

Vision
Blinded by distraction
Wilted credence corrupts rationality
Shocked
By your

...paranoia
Engulfs reality
Your paranoia
Feeds anxiety

Nothing more
But fear
...in opened eyes

I am chasing
In the wake of dawn
You are static
Can you feel my breath?
Silence
In the face of
...dawn!

I arose
From your sanity

Endure the silence
Behind the nil
...of nowhere!

I can feel your fear
I am the progeny of sorrow

6. Thought Labyrinth

Beyond control
There lies a deeper sense in motion
For every move slows down
There's a need to get clean

Possession
Weakening
Clarity completely out of your reach
Macerate
Innerly
No time to breathe

Drowned
Deep
Into
Me

Help
Care
About
Me

Failure in progress
Sensoric deprivation
Partial blindness
Spectral patterns disappear

Thought labyrinth
For those in desperation

Spiralling
Lose control
Falling down into despair
Capturing
Contorted dreams
Eviscerated

Drowned
Deep
Get out OF
Me

Failure in progress
Sensoric deprivation
Partial blindness
spectral patterns disappear

Drowned
Deep
Into
Me

Lost
All
Mind
Control

7. Interlude

8. Resonance Complex

Awaken...
To visions of endless demise
Arisen from plans of my own
Distortion of feelings
Pushed to extremes

The will
The suffer
The path of failure divides
Aware
I chose
The irreversible line
I know
I see
How death is meant to be
Exile
In time
Resonance complex
...inside!

Like water...
The weakness flows in the veins
Replacement of blood
An endless disease

Entering spheres
You are
Unable to
Follow me

The will
The suffer
The path of failure divides
Aware
I chose
The irreversible line
I know
I see
How death is meant to be
Exile
In time
Echoing

All pleasures gone
Cross the border

See me walking by
Beckoning the last
...time!

Resonance complex

I Reach the light
Calming down the pain
I feel no more
This is my last farewell

9. Abysmal Structures

Dark void
Falling endlessly
Wincing deep inside

Blackness
Of abysmal structures
Cephalic impulse

Flickering colors fading
Misshapen patterns floating

Exhaustion
Evanescence of ease
Implorations unheard

Complete anguish
Almost unbearable
What is the reason for this?

Seconds
Of delirium
White figures in sight

Blackness
Of abysmal structures
Cephalic impulse

Exhaling impossible
Respiratory distress

Exhaustion
Evanescence of ease
Implorations unheard

Complete anguish
Almost unbearable
What is the reason for this?

Exhaustion
Evanescence of ease
Implorations unheard
...unheard!

10. Echo Chamber

Paralysed I can not feel
Falling not just physically
I close my eyes
For every thing that's still to come

Help me my son
I have fallen and can't get up
Reach for my arms
my hands are to weak
to hold on to you

The downfall abrupt
Synthetic sleep
Locked into the chamber
Where sorrow echoes
Lucid dreaming uncontrollable
Recognizing all the voices I know
But beside all the fears crawling through me
They still linger

I
Do not
Want
To Die!

Losing ground
In a static fall
Let all form
Become
...blurred!

The downfall abrupt
Synthetic sleep
Locked into the chamber
Where sorrow echoes
Lucid dreaming uncontrollable
Recognizing all the voices I know
But beside all the fears crawling through me
They still linger







SYNDEMIC LYRICS