SCAMP LYRICS

1. The Broken 20/20

indecision has stolen my life
hard love has taken my sight
I feel numb 'cause I can't decide if I'm gonna
fight or hide
indecision has stolen my life
hard love has taken my sight
I feel numb 'cause I can't decide if I'm gonna
tell you right

everything I say is everything you believe
in the morning light we all stand up to achieve -
to sell our souls to get the fix that we needed
the writings on the wall, but we just
can't read it

in me you'll find the truth behind the lies
the lies
in me you'll see so clearly with closed eyes

so you care for everything you don't need
but one step up calls for a friend indeed
into the explosion and the broken glass
I've got no choice but to follow the mass

in me you'll find the truth behind the lies
the lies
in me you'll see so clearly with closed eyes

indecision has stolen my life
hard love has taken my sight
I feel numb 'cause I can't decide if I'm gonna
fight or hide
indecision has stolen my life
hard love has taken my sight
I feel numb 'cause I can't decide if I'm gonna
tell you right

simplify - amplify - I'll tell you one last time
comatose - overdose - it's hard to hold the line
unify - live a lie - I'll see it when you're ready
dignify - gotta try - to keep your
conscience with me

there ain't no time - there ain't no light
no space to breathe - no time to fight
I'll spend a lifetime in solitude just to
understand what's wrong with you
you don't believe in consequence
and things we learn in ignorance
go on close you eyes - don't care if they stare
insecurity will disappear

I'll open your eyes and
kill the stories you've told
save your mind and cry (to release) your soul

do you think it's hate you keep on
hanging on to
has sympathy left you for a bitter
and lonely soul
there's no tomorrow - still I need to borrow
you blue eyes and your sympathy
to take away the sorrow
indecision... has stolen...
I feel numb 'cause I can't decide...

indecision has stolen my life
hard love has taken my sight
I feel numb 'cause I can't decide if I'm gonna
fight or hide
indecision has stolen my life
hard love has taken my sight
I feel numb 'cause I can't decide if I'm gonna
tell you right

2. The Boys From Dead Soul Road

what they say you can trust - a memory
swept to dust
and you'll pay all you owed to the boys
from Dead Soul Road

right you are to just pull the trigger in an
overload of ecstasy
the train's coming - better jump or get on it
is there another way - another day
no time - no hesitation
over night you'll loose it all
for every move there's a bill to pay
for every night there's a game to play

what they say you can trust - a memory
swept to dust
and you'll pay all you owed to the boys
from Dead Soul Road

ignorant and arrogant - for every rise
there's a fall
extravagant - insane with hate
say another way - another day
mind blowing and stoked in love - you lost it all
a dead soul will come along to intervene
and cut you clean

you feel no pain you say ?
you'll feel this all the way
you're blinded

is that a tear I see - is that a heart
you won't sleep tonight, but you'll come apart
I swear - you'll come apart
I'll take you away from here - it's no way...
no way to live your life
empty with fear and dry of hope
it's cold though your blood is boiling...
open your mind

open you mind and fucking see what it's about
the truth and not your illusion
a second of love and a thousand tears
no other way - no other day
the very moment you crack the code is the
moment you will meet
the boys from Dad Soul Road

what they say you can trust - a memory
swept to dust
and you'll pay all you owed to the boys
from Dead Soul Road

3. Existence Status Zero

I don't believe a word you say - no not a
goddamn thing
the inability to trust a friend
I'm just another motherfucker with a
story to tell
I just want to be left alone -
no company needed
a social flaw is like a gift you say
I'm just another motherfucker spend a
day in hell

I got time to save myself - myself for you
you can't leave me alone but the lie is the
truth, yeah you know

you say you care if you lose me -
I don't care at all
take a look in my dead eyes
I'm just another motherfucker who's
taking the fall
it's no revolution - no news of the day
try and touch my cold heart
I'm just another motherfucker who's just
gave it away

I got time to save myself - myself for you
you can't leave me alone but the lie is the
truth, yeah you know
I got time to save myself - myself for you
so here we go - my ego is black with
an angels glow

call it the end - it takes guts to end it and
there'll be no one here waiting for me
call it the end - takes a man to face it but I'll
be facing this one by myself

how did it come to this - it's so sad
reach for me - here I am
I never thought (that a boy like me
could lose)

I know I did some terrible things - I know
I did you wrong
but that shit was amplified
I'm just another motherfucker with
a dollar to spend
so you think I'm special - a fuckin'
blow to the face
the day you wake up and find out
I'm just another motherfucker who's
about to end

call it the end - it takes guts to end it and
there'll be no one here waiting for me
call it the end - takes a man to face it but I'll
be facing this one by myself

4. Adrian

you are lonely now my friend, 'cause every fire
burns out in the end

you say you feel betrayed by someone
who is beneath you
you say you feel devastated
nobody's ever touched your mind nor your heart
you'll never cry when someone's watching

Adrian

you are lonely now my friend, 'cause every fire
burns out in the end

even in the dark it seems you're hiding
from something
even in the daylight you're afraid
so don't say it - don't say it
you hope to die but you're afraid to

but you are dead

no time as the sun sets - no more decisions
no more regrets
a black tear from a snow white heart
the hand has been dealt and
you've played your card
Adrian - my long time friend
I guess it's over now - it's the end
no more smiles - no cheap thrills -
no more stories in the hills
don't cry it out - it's too late
you've had your chance - you had it made
there's no more sun for you

you won't tell and you won't say
you're dead

5. Organism

you know deep inside we're not alike my
rage ain't nothing like yours
to overcome the things I've done - you know
death needs a 'cause
to penetrate and infiltrate a
concrete founded mind
takes a man and not a boy - just decide
if you're willing to find
a new soul
and if you're willing to give away what you
receive to achieve more strength
than your enemy
more lust for life than you've ever dreamed
there's no innocence for the in between

no prospective - no control
the silence roars and you're trapped in a hole
you're eyes are dead and you're
not able to shout
you're getting cold 'cause the fire has gone out

ain't no motherfuckers gonna live like me
ain't nobody's gonna tell you what to be
ain't nobody's gonna tell you
what you've done
it's gone

standing on the edge of life
dreaming I'm beyond your control

hard decisions with no belief
no effect and no relief
you can't afford to lose this fight
'cause if you do you lose it all tonight

ain't no motherfuckers gonna live like me
ain't nobody's gonna tell you what to be
ain't nobody's gonna tell you
what you've done
it's so gone

standing on the edge of life
dreaming I'm beyond your control

when all is gone and all you feel
are inability to tell what's real
the final hour - the final call
you stood your ground and still lost it all

the writing's on the wall and the wall
is about to fall
no stars will ever shine on me again
a perfect way to go - the wrong way is
all I know
no love for a burned out soul with no belief

you know deep inside we're not alike my
rage ain't nothing like yours
to overcome the thing I've done - you know
death needs a 'cause
to penetrate and infiltrate a
concrete founded mind
takes a man and not a boy - just decide if
you're willing to find home

standing on the edge of life
dreaming I'm beyond your control
standing on the edge of life
dreaming I'm beyond your hope

beyond hope - beyond belief
beyond all reason

6. Silent Inferno

it's just nothing - what's out there
lonely dreams and arrogant affairs
what we want ? we always want more
social inability - life's a bore

you're so bored

no relations to cure our lonely hearts
no restrictions will keep us locked
in boredom we act - in frenzy we stray
long live freedom - we threw it all away

what we said - was never meant to unfold
our worst enemy - was when the truth was told

burning skin, dead blue eyes
we live to kill, so afraid we are
can't go back now, we can't roam free 'cause
what we did was never told so
a poisoned mind, weak heart and soul
a night gone wrong, one wrong step
have no beliefs now and no regrets
the angry mob they just want to lynch us
Justice be done - no innocence
cannot hide, no where to go

for people like us
we're born weak - but with good intentions
strong - but with bad connections

so much went wrong, but we tried to do right
though every time we tried, we'd always
end up in a fight
look up to the sky - it's another shade of grey
it's the same damn love that we are missing
every day

what we don't see
while the rain just keeps on pouring
down on me
is all the hate
but I'm weak
I let the bad times hurt and my friends in need

inner fear - anxiety
when someone's standing next to me
read the line - never shine
it all become so clear
when we decide the goal is where we say it is
and the cold is just imaginary
ignorance I bliss
we lost time - a lost mind
we swallow in our misery
right now - right here
a lost love seemed oblivious
look into the mirror - always too hard on myself
are we trying hard enough to pull ourselves
out of hell
no belief - no relief
just an ever dying fantasy
reaching out - blacking out
where's the overload of ecstasy ?
every road we take it seems to lead nowhere
but every little dream is just another way
out of here

walls are craving in - the room is
getting smaller
the hole is getting deeper
walls are getting taller
it's all a blur - a blacked out hole
we couldn't lose it - 'cause we've never
had it all

what we said - was never meant to unfold
our worst enemy - was when the truth was told

7. Edge Of Devastation

ain't no motherfuckers going down like me -
hell, it's the edge of devastation
an inner fire that burned out
I'm betrayed and I need salvation
this is all I've been - I've never wanted
anything else
no trust - tears in dust - no memories prevail

now I know I won't kill myself for you
but I'm not sure if you're willing to die for me

I don't see a reason to build a wall
when the enemy has already entered
a broken promise, you suck
there's no end to my surrender
persistent thoughts of violence has brought me
to the edge
and this is where you're supposed to be but
you're gone
it's all gone

now I know I won't kill myself for you
but I'm not sure if you're willing to die for me

I have dreamt of a time long gone
I have felt a promise so strong

I'm falling apart

I'm out of myself, but you don't see that
you want to save the world but you
can't even save yourself

you fuck up every time and
I'm not picking you up
you think trust is just another one-way deal
you pushed me over the edge -
the edge of devastation

I'm wasting time on you - on a no good
friend like you
there's no return and I don't give a fuck
about you
don't need to know the truth
'cause no truth can ever justify your lies
just swallow your ignorance - it's all
hate and despise
I may walk alone - but you're left alone
so fuck you

now I know I won't kill myself for you
but I'm not sure if you're willing to die for me

all I see are seas of misery and times when
I'll expose
your inability to end your lies

8. No Surrender

I don't lie and I'm out of myself, but
into myself
I want to overcome
I'm scared to die and I'm afraid to live
I'm still here but I'm so gone
no motherfuckers will ever make me
live this life again
it's all wrong but I don't know why
I'm not insane - I'm not insane

there's no time to surrender
there's no time to waste

let's go - and redefine me
I know - the tears I cry they
don't show - so tell me why you
you'll go - and kill a friend like me

what if I'm scared - what if I can't go back
'cause of the lies I told you
what if I say that it wasn't me but a mind
I can't hold on to
the inability of reason in me
a black mind on the edge
let the curtain fall to reveal a devastated
mind in rage

there's no time to surrender
there's no time to waste

let's go - and redefine me
I know - the tears I cry they
don't show - so tell me why you
you'll go - and kill a friend like me

I only bleed on the inside

no dedication - weak intervention
I know I don't have blood on my hands
'cause I've never had murder in me
no interference - no peace for clearance
I know I don't feel remorse today
'cause I've never had guilt in me

there's no time to surrender
there's no time to waste

9. The Longing

am I blind, am I afraid to be everything
I've ever dreamed of
well I don't even have the guts to see
if there's another sad person
going down like me
I'm standing in a pool of blood
and that's despair I fuckin' tell you
am I fading to infinity or just paralyzed
there's no ability

you say you don't give a fuck
what I do with my life
but won't you please look back and...

won't you wait for me ?
won't you wait for an old friend like me ?

in time - they say that time can heal you
but I'm already behind
all dark with a soul to see through
a mind to reach and a face to hate too
blood in my eyes so I can't cry with you
I'm not afraid that they'll see me
the wrong choice, but the right solution
hard effect that explode in confusion

you say you don't give a fuck
what I do with my life
but won't you please look back and...

won't you wait for me ?
won't you wait for an old friend like me ?

desperate times calls for desperate measures
and a desperate man that's what I am
no love to lean on - no friend to call on
no innocence to share at night

there's no sleep till peace is found
but my anxiety is bringing me down
a hard life, but life is hard
want to be idolized but I'm not

am I alone in here ?
am I alone in fear ?
all my time I spend waiting on something
I'll never be

you say you don't give a fuck
what I do with my life
but won't you please look back and...

won't you wait for me ?
won't you wait for an old friend like me ?

10. Emotional Psycho Release

no hope for the damned - no hope
for the damned
no peace of mind - for my arrogant soul
no hope for the damned - no hope
for the damned

no hope for the damned when a mind is broken
a black heart to start a revolution - it's open
it's open just to close and implode
so when you see my eyes bleed just step back
and reload (reload)

another night, another day
another time to say
what's wrong anyway - with me

and what's wrong with you - now you tell me
all the shit you knew
I don't know how to adapt, relax, and relate
I can't love my friends when friends are
blinded by hate

by hate
blinded by hate

they say I only hurt people and
I'm not in my right mind
so are you ready too -
to hurt like me for a lifetime ?

no hope for the lost and the brokenhearted
let's compensate the betrayed
with a faith departed
don't understand how we came to
this ill solution
let's overcome what we believe and
kill the revolution

another night, another day
oh I thought I heard you say
what's wrong anyway
with you

and what's wrong with you
now I find out all this shit ain't true
I don't know how to breathe, give in, or give up
I can't get off the train when
the train won't stop

won't stop
the train won't stop

they say I only hurt people and
I'm not in my right mind
so are you ready too -
to hurt like me for a lifetime ?

(they say I only hurt people and
I'm not in my right mind
so are you ready too -
to hurt like me for a lifetime ?)

hell - it's what the vanity came to
hell - another soul to see through
hell - it's burned into my mind
hell - it's what I came to find

welcome, I lie and cheat and I'm into
the devilish drinking
I've been through a living hell and I'm not
through with you
I say you, it hurts too - it's getting close
and I want to
so don't push me away
I can't hear what you're saying and I
won't back down

11. Deadhead

we all change in life

don't you know that I don't like you
yeah you knew that - you got that too
but that doesn't mean we can't get along when
all our friends are gone

I'm bleeding and so are you
you breathe in - it's hard to lose
but it's a fact that we all got it wrong -
we're dead wrong

do you think we can change life and
stay the same
or will we just fade out and die alone

I'll die alone like you

it' not too late to realize we all change in life

what we do in life my friend
is never egocentric
every action has its consequence
and every tear has its reason
we all gotta feel we belong
and though it's the same stars we're looking at
our circumstances are
very different and changing - always
but when you're alone in the night -
with no one to believe in
nowhere to interact or react - to help you
and though these are the lat days of
a troubled life
you can rest assure - you like I
will die alone

do you think we can change life and
stay the same
or will we just fade our and die alone

12. The Deadcalm

please, leave me alone - if there's quiet
there's calm
I don't need the sun to shine and
I don't need to open my eyes
to see - what's wrong with you
is more wrong with me
in dead waters I drag a burden - a secret
no peace will ever please my mind again -
no love
I am forever burned with the mark of guilt -
no escape
a clear choice but a trembling decision
a distant light has now turned to black -
no love
I'm empty - I'm you

intervene - undermined - to decline
overcome - overrule - like a damn fool
and I don't see it
overload - comatose - to deny
one mistake - two mistakes -
I know can't undo it, do it

I got my back up against the wall
there's no solution for a man like me
the contradictions that splits my heart is the
last thing you want to see

there's no time for me to regret my choices
and no love
could ever wake me from this sleep I'm in
no love...

no one hears me and I know I'll be
speaking of a truth that no one's
ever heard before

feels like my head's under water
my psychosis are about to explode
liability is running low and my mind is
about to implode

there's no time for me to regret my choices
and no love
could ever wake me from this sleep I'm in
no love...

when no one hears me and I know I'll be
speaking of a truth that no one's
ever heard before

the last thing we all hear is a silent roar before
it all ends
it ends here with you

there's no reason to get involved
a simple kill - problem solved
no effect - the pressure's low
we turn it up and watch it blow

there's no reason to get involved
a simple kill - problem solved
no effect - the pressure's low
we turn it up and watch it blow

there's no reason you can't kill me... ... ... ...







SCAMP LYRICS