RIVAL LYRICS

1. Seventy

2. Three's Company

Back the fuck up

Cold sweats are a constant tribute to the hate in those hollow eyes
If I could breathe I'd say that I'm sorry I never gut you with that knife
Face down on the bedside praying "God please help me" he was never there but the Devil was always near me
Mother, father, saviour please, please help me
No one was ever fucking there

So I took the fucking beatings bare
Mommy please don't let him hit me again
Watch me beg for my life, if I could go back in time
I'd never put down that knife [2x]

Yeah, you'll never touch me again you motherfucking 5-0 bible thumping bigot
Go tell the youth how you fucked up my head & beat my face to a pulp & made me wish I was dead
But, there's no time to forget the past, all the times that I had wished my life would end, put in your wrath cause
There was always something I could do wrong

A face that's ridden with shame
No one was there for me
I know I'm partly to blame
So beat me, beat me

God, where were you?
Cause you were never fucking there for me

Where were you, God?
You were never fucking there for me

He beat my face to the floor
While you watched, clawed my skin till it tore
I guess I was just nothing to fight for
& that's never changed my dear maternal whore

Three's company
Mom, dad, & God
What a ghostly family

3. Deadbeat

Fuck
I could never give what you wanted from me
Parental shame of the world's greatest deadbeat
Fuck up, failure, disappointment, & lonely
Mother always said I made her
Sick

I am your life's greatest failure you loathe me
Parenthood is a fucking bitch

Bet you're wishing that you could go back in time
Call the doctor, tell my father agree on one
I don't want to be a mother, abort my son

Sorry that I'm such a nuisance & a shit stain on your fun
Forever will I be denied
By my only God damn blood

4. Bastard

Wake me
I must be fast asleep
I thought I heard you say that you were always there for me

Mother, can you hear this song I sing?
Every word dedicated to your apathy
Father, you were never fucking there for me
I've lived my life as a bastard child & 21 years deep

How could you leave me behind?

The blanket ripped from me
As far as I'm concerned I have no fucking family

No love, no family

I am the blackest sheep [2x]

It's never enough
Shit

So cross my face from every picture
Erase my name from every paper

Welcome to my lovely dark abode
Anything I can do to make you feel at home?
Take a seat let the candles fill the house with smoke as I tell you a tale of how I'm all alone

Mother, can you hear this song I sing?
Every word dedicated to your apathy
Father, you were never fucking there for me
I've lived my life as a bastard child & 21 years deep
Fuck

Fuck you mother, fuck you father, never fucking cared to bother

Fuck you both [2x]







RIVAL LYRICS