RESURRECTURIS LYRICS

1. The Origin

The origin inside me
The origin outside me
The origin everyday
The origin of this fucking mess

For no apparent reason
and no explainable motive
Without an initiation
Growing all the time

A beautiful child became an angry teen
an angry little teen turned into an adult

For no apparent reason
and no explainable motive
Without an initiation
Growing all the time

This demon feeds on everything that I eat, that I see, that I hear, that I smell, that I touch and that touches me.
What I like and I dislike. What I remember and I forget. This demon inhabits every crack of my life where he manifests himself.

2. Prologue

3. Fuck Face

I don't blame your ways, your actions, your talks
The nonsense you eat is the same you'll forever shit
I don't think you're bad or trying to do something to me
But this distance exists and you're such a fuck face

Fuck Face

Ten million times was clear this place's yours not mine
insects like me bought or destroyed
Impotent screams sold or forgotten
To a corner I belong away from your fuck face

Fuck Face

4. Corpses Forever

Forced to be silent
Burning from inside out
Annihilated by reality
Grinding hate rises

Aural ultraviolence
Storming in our brains
Never heard before
The sound of the ripping death

Sounds of death
Possessed our souls
Corpses forever
Screaming their rage

Terror, death, destruction
Sickness ridden thoughts
Rotten noise mayhem
Burning deep below

Aural ultraviolence
Storming in our brains
Never heard before
The sound of the ripping death

Sounds of death
Possessed our souls
Corpses forever
Screaming their rage

Corpses…corpses…
Corpses…corpses…

5. The Artist

Do you think that this is fun?
A Technicolor paradise?
Do you fail to see what brought me here?
what the Muse has sucked from me?

'cause the artist's life is like no one's
feeding on his own meat
Common mortal forms - they are blind
to the light that burns my eyes

Confined in a desert space
where no one would ever roam
keep on speaking to a world that doesn't care
sit frustrated and alone

'cause the artist's life is like no one's
thirsty of his own blood
Common mortal forms - they are deaf
to the noise that wounds my ears
to the pain that cracks my limbs
to the misery where humans live

6. Save My Anger

My eyes turn blood red
My mind is blacking out for the stress
Can't almost move, can't almost talk
Paralyzed by the anger that you instil

Can't find a reason
Not to kill you

This is something I must control
Killing you will do no good to me
My shaking body I take command of
And do something no one else has done

Destructive force
A means for creation
Out of the negative
I do something positive
Destructive force
A means for creation
I save my anger
To write these words

Bastards out there, this curse's for you
If we can't share this rotten world
I will create a new universe
Where your shit will find no place - find no place

Destructive force
A means for creation
Out of the negative
I do something positive
Destructive force
A means for creation
I save my anger
To write these words

Now I have a reason
Not to kill you

Destructive force
A means for creation
Out of the negative
I do something positive
Destructive force
A means for creation
I save my anger
To write these words

Save my anger

7. Calling Our Names

Lonely people staring (at) the starlight
lonely people lost in the night time
lonely people staring (at) the starlight
still they ain't nothing and nowhere to hide

zombie people long time dead now
I even wonder if they ever lived
zombie people, who are simply undergoing their life

calling me – calling you – you call my name

there are sometimes I turn 'round my sight
trying to read deep in their minds
then I perceive most of their smiles
like empty masks that won't help them survive

calling me – calling you – you call my name

Then beauty came
She entered my life
Despite my anger
I could recognize
An unchained soul
That was so close to mine
The mirror of all my desires

When beauty came
She filled my eyes
And made me able
to smile on my cries
a different time has come
A time when I
I feel that I won't be alone, anymore alone

Despite the things I've done
For all the things you saw
Because of the promises made
We're gonna call our names

Despite the things I've done
For all the things you saw
Because of the promises made
And for the time that's gone

Despite the things I've done (I call your name)
For all the things you saw (you call my name)
Because of the promises made (I call your name)
We're gonna call our names (keep on calling our names)

I call your name
You call my name
I call your name
We call our names

8. After The Show

After the show
what does remain?
What have you got
To take away?
All is quiet
Nobody's around
Lights are out
and it's late

After the show
what does remain?
You in the night

Pack your stuff and prepare to leave
A place you've never really been
Shaking hands and kissing lips
Of ghosts and fading memories

After the show
what does remain?
You in the night

Temporary is permanent- silence is loud
You stand still - universe rotates around

After the show what does remain?

After the show
what does remain?
You in the night

After the show
what does remain?
You in the night

9. The Fracture

A line – breaking me in two
Pieces – since I was a child

The fracture
Was carved in me
Through teachings
And education

Your love – a double edged sword
Helped me – As much as it crippled me

The fracture
Was carved in me
Through teachings
And religion

Struggling – my own limitations
Through art – I reunite myself

The fracture
Was carved in me
Through teachings
And negation

10. Away From The Flock

The flock was grazing the same old grass in the same old field when I left
The flock was watering the same old mud at the same old dump when I left

Breathing for the first time, I felt I could fly, I also felt so sad
For I felt from this journey I'd never return the same person again

Away from the flock I went

Walking down the road I found out how to tell my friends from my foes
Walking down the road I found out how to tell the bad from the good

Home is wherever I go but I know I can't stay for too long
Nothing's assumed, nothing is safe that's the price that I pay

11. Where Shall I Go From Here?

Where shall I go from here
Now all roads are known
Where's a new direction
To escape from these old traps

It's always tempting
Play safe and never risk
Only use same old tricks to control the situation
So I ask tell me now what's this worth?

Is this worth any time
Is this worth any effort
Is this worth any respect

Discipline, restraint and motivation
If I follow my inspiration
There's a chance that I get to a place that is unknown
To a time, to a truth that is pure

To a place
To a time
To a truth
That is pure

12. Walk Through Fire

I came thru so much hard stuff and roads
being on the path to achieve my goals
walk thru fire
walk thru fire

sacrificed to my art my tomorrow (walk thru fire)
all those years, all those words, all those sounds (walk thru fire)
been betrayed by my friends and my lovers (walk thru fire)
(but) I'm still here going strong all alone (walk thru fire)

I've seen the sun and the sky explode
I've felt the cold breath of death in my bones
walk thru fire
walk thru fire

sacrificed to my art my tomorrow (walk thru fire)
all those years, all those words, all those sounds (walk thru fire)
been betrayed by my friends and my lovers (walk thru fire)
(but) I'm still here going strong all alone (walk thru fire)

13. In Retrospective

There is something
That has always been with me
Giving shape to my dreams
Giving me visions

Now the angry teen
Is also a beautiful child
They made me the adult I am
Created something in me

It keeps evolving in me

Now I wonder
Where the distance's gone?
How long was the road
That brought me here?

Here, what brought me here?
Can all have happened by chance?
Here, what brought me here today?
In retrospective it is clear

It was necessary to me
Looking back it is clear
A lifelong slope took me here
Let me rest while I speak
Stay here with me

There were mountains to climb
And an ocean to sail
But now it seems
That it took only one day

To become myself
To find my way
Through all these years
Through all my mistakes







RESURRECTURIS LYRICS