MY OWN PRIVATE ALASKA LYRICS

1. Anchorage

Bye
Burn
Bold
Bored
Of watching the same movie
In my head

I remember me in that room,
Waiting for (the) sleep to come,
Waiting for minutes,
Waiting for hours,
Waiting for days...
Waiting for a miracle
To wake up from this nightmare.
Never stopping to say: it's not possible,
It's not possible, it's not my life.
Please take it and give it to the garbage truck.
Please take this life
And flush it in the toilets.
Throw it into the ocean. Burn it all.
Bury it six feet under.
Give it to your worst enemy.
Give my life to your worst enemy. Oh no...

Give my life
To your worst enemy.

I remember me under this public bench
Like a tramp like a motherfuckin' tramp.
Drinking alcohol and alcohol.
Eating pills and pills.
Mixing it. Feeling my mind going crazy.
Just to forget. I remember the cold.
I remember the piss.
I just earned about your crimes
And just wanted to die.
Not even to kill you...
Not yet. I just wanted to die,
And you were laughing.

Drinking for other reasons.

I remember what you never saw.
What you'll never see.
What you'll never remember.

What you never saw.
What you'll never see.
What you'll never remember...

Then I wanted to kill.
I wanted to kill you.
I wanted to kill them.
I wanted to kill the earth,
And after to kill me.
I got the picture of you naked.
I got the picture of you sucking cocks.
I got the picture of you with all theses bastards...
I got the picture of you asking my friends to fuck.
I got the picture of you lying to me.

I got no more pictures of you now...
No more pictures
No more

Bye
I know I didn't say it
Burn
First and last goodbye
Bold
Of having wanted to kill you
Bored
Of watching the same movie
In my head

So now thank you
Thank you so much bastards
All the cum you sent on her face
Was the fuel I need to reach Anchorage

Reaching Anchorage...

2. After You

After you
Criminals are saints
After you
Whores are nurses
After you
I'm not scared at all
After you
Now that I've seen evil

Could it be a life?.. Never reminding...
Could it be my life?.. Erase erase...
Could it be a life?.. Never reminding...
Could it be?..
Burying my own corpse

After you
Hangmen are friends
After you
Soldiers are tourists
After you
I'm not scared at all
After you
Dead and unbreakable

Let's bury it, you'll see your crime

How can I be alive after you?

So wash my memory

3. Die For Me (If I Say Please)

Would you die for me? If I say please?
Would you sacrifice?
Would you call my name?
There's no other way out to live with it
I will knock on you door every night to beg you
I will write your name on the wall everyday
To show you the way.
I'll never kill you
I'll tell you
I'll tell you to
I'll tell you how
I'll tell you how to do.
On the second day, I'll bring you flowers.
Cause you're more beautiful than any woman I've seen
And the small of the rose will be the last thing
You'll recall when you will be dead
So read you name.
Just one please
My hand, your blood.

4. Broken Army

Broken army
Face into me
Have you seen it operate
Every soldier
Like a soldier
Got a lack of confidence
Every soldier
Like a liar

Will you shoot him down?
You will...
For the first time?
Yeah, you will...

Feel the criminal inside
Are you just strong enough
Have you the guts to forget
You were someone before?
You will not need your brain
Plug it off

Broken nation
With conviction
Got a land to exterminate
Every soldier
Like a beggar
Prayed for death to stop the hate

Broken army
Face into me
Have you seen it operate
Broken nation...

Every soldier
Like a liar
Closed the eyes to the genocide
Broken demise
Official lies
Pushed yourself to suicide
Every soldier
Every liar
Target...Enemies...DESTROY
Destroyed
Buildings...Humans...DESTROY
Destroyed
Family...Home...DESTROY

Are you strong enough to
Get a gun in your mouth?
Guilty enough?
Blind enough for a new war
It could be easy this suicide
So now take this gun out of your mouth
Push it back
Push it back

When you see every battlefield,
Filled with the blood of every soldier,
You'll think you'll be the last one on Earth.
That could be true.
That could be you.
But you will never hear silence.
You will never hear silence again.
There will always be someone behind you.
The one you didn't kill.
And you'll just head one noise.
One noise. One fuckin' noise.
Shot.

5. Where Did You Sleep Last Night?

My girl, my girl
Don't lie to me
Tell me where did you sleep last night
In the pines, in the pines
Where the sun
Don't ever shine
I will shiver the whole night through

My girl, my girl
Where will you go?
I'm going where the cold wind blows
Her husband was a hardworking man
Just about a mile from her
His head was found
In a driving wheel
But his body
Never was found

6. I Am An Island

Some people are sick and other people pay to see
They same starving children are singing for the president
Some people are sad, and hang themselves on Christmas Trees
It's time to answer by chaos
Have you seen the TV? Have you seen it well?
Have you read the news? Do you know them by heart?
Did you know a man killed his own family?
Have you seen what I don't wanna see?
No hope for some change to come
No truth to learn, just learn to lie
If I don't kill myself, it's cause I've already left
Elsewhere, anywhere, nowhere

‒ I am an Island.

Everybody hurts, and everybody cries
It's not a song, it's just fucking reality
Have you felt this tears you would like to lick?
You'd like to fuck cause your fucking sexual life is dead.
Would you like to rape? Would you like to steal?
Would you like to kill the guy who tells you what to do?
Do you know the anger? Do you know the hatred?
Did you know the USA maintain the embargo?
Nothing will change until me die
Have you seen the poles. Have you seen Kyoto?
Not even you can I ever change.
Have you seen the fate? Have you seen.
I am an Island
Where lots have gone
Even me
My Own Private Alaska
I am an Island

7. Amen

Live on

Remember what we're made of
Remember where we came from

Through every rainbow
I'll see you rise
And don't you dare
Touch my hair if you need
To relieve the weight
Of this mother fuckin' guilt

It's so hard to sleep at night
It's so hard to wake up every day

Through every rainbow
I'll see you rise
And don't you dare kiss my face
I will find a solution
Live on
Cause I need it

Pray the lord my soul to keep
In order to survive
In order just to breathe

This is all I can say
This is all I can save
Your fuckin' memory
Cause it'll never be the same

Amen.

8. Kill Me Twice

When you'll be here, what will you say?
Will you go on lying to me again?
Inside the sores, bleeds a river you'll have to taste and swallow hole

You will recall we have died once
On a fucking road, on a sunny day
I will remind I could have killed for less.
you still could disappear for ever.

As we're well mannered
I should not talk like this.
But as I died in that car
I just intend to live

Intend to live
Intend to forget
Live with this
Now I saw a light.

As we're well mannered
I should ,not spit like this.
But it's your turn to die
I just intend to kill.

You we're supposed to love me
You we're supposed to care
You we're supposed to play a part
You we're supposed to...

You we're supposed to like the game
you we're supposed to talk
You we're supposed to reinvent
You we're supposed to kiss or kill

Kill me twice
Kiss me first.

9. Page Of A Dictionary

Let's talk
RIGHT
From a long time you use
Words you don't control
I will teach you their meaning
Let's RIGHT
WALK
From too long you talk
About weapons you don't know
I will learn you how to fight
Name on you
wipe your asshole
With a page of a dictionary
Let's fight
AS FOLKS
It's your last lines
So what will you write? what will you write
When you'll be down on your knees
Praying for something softer?
Cause you'll cry cause these words are bigger than you are
So let's stop, let's stop this shit
You're not the though guy you think you are
You're tiny, tiny boy
So wipe your asshole
With a page of a dictionary
A-B-C-Dead
E-F-G-Hate

10. Just Like You And I

Come back to me
I'm not that made of stones
I'm not the one
Who used to it before
I will be wise
We will live joyfully
The other guys
Will never come for more

But don't ask me where I got this blood...

I would have killed
Everyone one our road
We will be quiet
We will be all alone
Don't cut your strings
It's for your own good, you know
Outside the world
Is not a place for you

But don't ask me where I got this blood...

But don't ask me where I found this knife

Don't be afraid
It's me my love
You think I changed
But God is ours above

I will tie you on our bed
I will tie you on our floor
I will tie you on our walls
I will tie you on our grave

So we'll be together isolated
So you'll learn the word: isolate
So we'll be together isolated
For love, for God: isolate

Just like you and I
Just like you
End.

11. Ode To Silence

I would never find words for you,
For all that, so...





MY OWN PRIVATE ALASKA LYRICS