LIFE CRIED LYRICS

1. If I Don't Wake Up

gone into the trap that you have made
crawling through the flies of this plague
my hate relives me
you are bound to meet me

so try to flee and you'll be gone, be gone, be gone
look at me and you'll be gone, be gone, be gone
try to flee and you'll be gone, be gone, be gone
if I don't wake up

tell me all the things that you want from me
make me believe what is underneath
take me away and then I'll be gone
if I don't wake up

my body aches
and is growing cold
I will feel no more
if I don't wake up
my body aches
and is growing cold
if I, if I don't wake up

when I close my eyes all that I see
is the end of you, the end of me
each time that I astray
I look outside and see my grave

where is the exit?

2. I'm Sick

a place I know I won't miss
cause it's all making me sick
I'm sick

wrong wrong screaming dreaming
this time I'm falling bleeding
I just don't want to stay
I can't go back the other way
a tarnished soul, a damaged brain
I can’t believe, I won’t explain
it starts to hurt my breathing
my head is gone depleting

now burn my eyes, now hurt my brain
I’m so lost now, no will, no fate
I’m out of touch, I’m out of reach
it’s too long now I can’t explain
dilate my eyes I still can't see
caught in this world, don't want to be
I am falling hard, I have gone insane
my tarnished soul, my damaged brain

I feel the hate that you breed
I have destroyed all that was me
I meant to
a place I know I won't miss
cause it's all making me sick
I'm sick, I'm sick

broken breathing, coma seething
my limbs are cold they're freezing
I just don't want to stay
I can't go back the other way

I know this, you notice, I conceive it, believe it
and I know this, you notice, I conceive it, believe it

now I understand everyone's life will end
now I understand everyone's life will end

I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm not anything
I'm sick, I'm sick, I'm not anything

3. Beaten Up Disaster

spilling through the seams this waste to be forgotten
awful disgrace to praise what seems so rotten
horrible things I see no happy ending
hate bearing violent screams are now descending

there is no way out now, what is within me?
can't find a way out now, can’t see within me
never can it be found, it’s what is inside me
hear all the screaming now, it’s all inside

rip me open then stitch me up
I just need something to fix me up
this feels like poison and I'm not blind
what remains is broken and unkind

I'm sinking under, no I'm sinking under
I'm sinking under, no keep sinking under
this is end of the line end my disaster
the only thing I find the devils laughter

how could I know? that no one would come for me
how could I know? that this day would end so bleak

I'm sinking under, no I'm sinking under
I'm sinking under, no keep sinking under

4. The Pale

for the tears stained on me
for all the consumed misery
for the times that could not be
for all things

the paleness grinding it all obscene
the pale sight of this shivering
my darkness lingers but that is not all
I'm haunted and I can't remember

for the tears stained on you
for the misery you consumed
for the pale, for the pain
I am a part of you

I can't remember...
I can't remember...

5. Suffer For What?

out there in space something tells me to stay
don't need an answer, no one knows my name
awareness so empty stuck in a rut
I'll never go back there, to suffer for what?

outside this window the walls turn grey
I have saved my reflection for another day
awareness so empty stuck in a rut
I'll never go back there, to suffer for what?

beware of the darkness you have helped me to make
beware of the mask you have helped me to fake
here in this maze that won't ever break
it's just a dream, I hope I don't wake

6. This Isn't Happening

and I have done this before
and I've seen, and I've seen
and I have been here before
and I've seen, and I've seen
this isn’t happening to me

I gave, I tried but I’m far to weak
the world in my mind is far to bleak
I would probably die if I was somebody else
if I swallowed my pride I would probably choke

Mary is this what you want from me?
I fear denial will come and torture me
I've been erased and have no soul to sell
like a flame, like all the devils in hell

going backwards to be released
crumbling down into a wound that bleeds
destroying myself just to wake up
but I can't wake up, I can't wake up

7. Crippled

life is all fucked up today
I'm numb and dead for the moment
hell gets worse everyday
depleted, bound and broken
still I'm slipping away
never could have faith when I’m falling away
damned, fucked and rotting away
but that is just what I was
crippled, blind, no reason to stay
hard to have morals when you're fading away
can’t believe it’s all slipping away
it's all over you

it's all slipping away
slip slip slipping away
it's all slipping away
but I want to
slip slip slipping away

every time I try I fall, I must
try to stay away, it crumbles to dust

life is all fucked up today
I'm numb and dead for the moment
hell gets worse everyday
depleted, bound and broken
still I'm slipping away
never could have faith when I’m falling away
damned, fucked and rotting away
but that is just what I was
crippled, blind, no reason to stay
hard to have morals when you're fading away
can’t believe it’s all slipping away
it's all over you
it's all over you

8. Can't Be Saved

the shadow by my grave
the only thing that is clear
although I can't be saved
I want to disappear
if I could turn away
and leave all that I fear
then maybe I could stay
the end is getting near

9. Heathen

in a maze we lie
where the ending rips a part of you
in a maze we find
it seeks a part so true
I am the hate you try to hide
I am the scar ripped through your life
I am the gate, I am a inside
I am the end I decide

god bless, god bless this hopelessness
god bless, god bless this hopelessness

that's all, it is all a part of you
that's all, it is all a part of you

10. Screaming For My Life

we're all dead so why does it hurt so much?
an emptiness rotting up in my gut
a sick end but why does it hurt so much?
an emptiness closing my whole world shut
if you could see the terrible things I see
scraping, scratching in like a knife
then you will know why now
I'm screaming for my life
when it all falls down
hurting, burning up in my sight
then we will never make a sound
and end as it's always

scarred underneath and I'm falling
down on my knees and inside I'm scarred

we're all dead so why does it hurt so much?
an emptiness rotting up in my gut
a sick end but why does it hurt so much?
an emptiness closing my whole world shut
so why does it hurt so much?
so why does it hurt so much?
why does it hurt so much?
so why does it hurt so much?
when it all falls down
hurting, burning up in my sight
then we will never make a sound
and end as it's always

scarred underneath and I'm falling
down on my knees
and inside I'm scarred underneath
and I'm falling down on my knees
and inside now

I have no purpose
and my life is all worthless
and it's all on the surface
and I probably deserve this
cause I have no purpose
and my life is all worthless
and it's all on the surface
and I probably deserve this now

11. Your Prayer

how could I know?
how could I try?
I am still weak
I am still blind

12. Ruin Me

there is a demon standing at my door
too afraid to see what is inside of me
there is a demon standing at my door
think it's haunting me, keeps on taunting me
it's not the same as before
but it's plain to see wants to ruin me
it's hard to leave what I adore
all insane to me, I can't fall asleep
I've had enough and I want more
keeps on calling me and I'm far too weak
I can't start where I was before
tried remembering, won't come back to me

under the ground, another place
rest in the ashes, rest underneath

I never thought I would end up just like you
I never noticed that is something I'd want to
make believe that I'm all fixed up I won't
I came to take and I wanted it all

I wanted it all
make believe that I'm all fixed up

13. Take It All Away

I looked and found I had nothing left
the only piece I have is death
it all came down I tried to stay
alone in my hell this must be fate
can it be true? all the things inside
just can't get through
everything is alright

I'm so glad for every time I made you try
I'm so glad for every time that you were denied
I'm so glad that I'm happy I hate you
and when you're dead you still won't be worth my spit
I'm so glad for every time I made you try
I'm so glad for every time that you were denied
and right now you are feeling helpless
you are feeling helpless

cause I have never seen the sun
cause I'll never see the sun
cause I have never seen the sun
I'll never see the sun
cause I have never seen the sun
cause I'll never see the sun
cause I have never seen the sun
I can't see anything

if I could tear down the world
and only keep one thing
would there be anything
left for me to keep?

disaster disaster that's what I was after
for me to breathe it cuts underneath
unseen I know the ending alone
for me to breathe it cuts underneath
the dark has stole my days
the dark has stole my days

I looked and found I had nothing left
the only piece I have is death
it all came down I tried to stay
alone in my hell this must be fate
can it be true? all the things inside
just can't get through
everything is alright

if I could tear down the world
and only keep one thing
would there be anything
left for me to keep?
you stripped my life away
took it all threw me away
but that's what I deserved
you have taken everything
you take it all away
you take it all away
you take it all away
you have taken everything

14. Without

here I stay away
can't remember who I am
fading everyday
destroying all I can
shaking while I pray
nowhere else to start
the more I stay awake
the more it falls apart

I have torn off all my skin
just to feel a release
if I killed anything
it was only me
I'm drowning here at last
not the same as before
I'm crossing out the pain
there is nothing more

inside a frozen cage
the rust it lines my skin
crumble to my knees
reflecting to begin
a wound to block the pain
a scar I will not stitch
echoes in my brain
starts to make me itch
and here I wait for you
a beaten up disaster
angel or devil
doesn't ever matter

I'm tearing off all my skin
is this what I should be?
I'm killing everything
I'm killing, killing me

and I'll be satisfied
not to read between the lines
if I could just find something
but I'm alone, I have nothing







LIFE CRIED LYRICS