INSENSE LYRICS

1. Death For Me, Death For You

It's alive, they celebrate
But i sigh in disappointment, why?

So what if they have started something?
What difference does it make?
Why can't your cold heart just embrace their joy?
If so for their sake?
Why do you fell this nagging need to go the other way?
You introversion makes your corroded soul more hollow every day.

Can instinct really be so cruel and go against the grain?
I mean the outcome of your highest hopes is hard to explain
If words are true and not a front, your need to self obsess
Then I'll say a silent prayer for you and ask forgiveness

Confrontation makes no sense
Inward bitter till the end
Pictures you will never see
Death for you, death for me

Embrace in full of darker parts
Always geared up when it starts
Something you would never do
Death for me, death for you

It's a crime that I cannot commit
Ideas that I cannot permit
A father you will never be
Death for you, death for me

Confrontation makes no sense
Inward bitter till the end
Wallow in you solitude
Death for me, death for you

2. Surviving Self Resentment

Waking, waking, waking, waking...
Waking up, in a pile
Drab curtains hide the graying sky outside
Thick in my head, weights it down
Sleepy eyes won't wake up today
So alive and yet I feel so dead inside

A withered branch, a tired face
If no one comes, it's OK.
I don't care to socialize today
Much less smile

Hurt me once, once again!
This pale shell, pathetic don't you think?
Mirrors don't lie, your a joke!
Dumb fucker with an attitude!
Look down in shame,
It's hard to find someone else to blame
You're stuck with me
I'll bring you up to speed!

Cause you've got no class
You've got no style
You've got no education worthwhile
You've got no friends, well you got me
To make you comfy in your misery

No quality genes to pass along
No sense of purpose you could call your own
A withered branch on the family tree
With any luck this line will stop with me
It's the withered branch on the family tree
With any luck this line will stop with me
God how I love...
Days like these!!!

3. Alone In A Crowd

The night, is set for social bonding
I stay close, as she would want me to

You'd think I'd like it
You'd think I'd like it, but no

The dialogue, as if they know me
Superficial woes.

You'd think I'd like it
You'd think I'd like it, but no

I just don't want to be
In this place where I don't belong
I'm not cut out for this
All the smiles and the pleasantries

I just don't want to be
In this place where I don't belong
It's plain for all to see
That I feel trapped alone in a crowd

Chirpy sounds of girlfriends gossiping
About newlyweds and stupid fashion things

You'd think I'd like it
You'd think I'd like it, but no

Their corresponding males
make me uneasy and feel out of place

You'd think I'd like it
You'd think I'd like it, but no

I just don't want to be
In this place where I don't belong
I'm not cut out for this
All the smiles and the pleasantries

I just don't want to be
In this place where I don't belong
All the faces I see
They are nothing but strangers to me

4. Overrated

The Birth
The Childhood
The Friendships
The Memories
Education
Convictions
Relations
Infection sat in!

The memories of my past are overpriced
I lived to pay the bills and died for nothing

This life is overrated
This history will die with me

This life is almost worthless
The value of the life I've lived
This life is overrated
This history will die with me

5. Social Woes

It is too hard for you to see
That in this world we live in
There is no way back and no way forward
Refute it what you will
Life itself has betrayed you
It's an unwelcome dance of social mores that is your woe

It's another failing game
Your woe
There's no way out
No way out of here

Let the zombie go forth
Let him spew out his poison
Let him sway their minds to form an opinion
And let the public decide, what is best for everyone
A Utopian dream as dumb as the next one
There are our woes

It's another failing game
Our woes
There's no way out
No way out of here

It's another failing game
There's no way out
No way out of here

It's another failed game
There's no way out
No way out of here
No way out

6. Burn In Beautiful Fire

Southbound in the end
No escape, no absolution
It's subtraction
Take the good, minus the bad and there's your grade
Well you lied
Say your last goodbyes
You swore
Say your last goodbyes

You cheat, you lie, you steal
You fornicate, you drink, you're high, you're doomed
It's summed up when you die
I guess it's not so bad
Cause I wouldn't look no good with angel wings anyway
Just give me something with a...
A smokestack and heat and color
Burn in beautiful fire
Yeah

Southbound in the end
No escape, no absolution
It's subtraction
Take the good, minus the bad
It doesn't really matter what you feel is right
So say your last goodbyes

7. Envy The Dead

You began deep in my subconscious
I let you grow self-confident
So you crawled out under the surface
And degradation took effect
Now I yearn back to the original
To my long lost innocence
Forfeit: my dreams of normality
The world is without a sun denied

You hurt so bad, I cant stand myself
Giving up has crossed my mind
To write my last will and testament
To write my last goodbyes
Then drown me and abandon me
Let the currents carry me home
To my rightful place in the ocean
Consoled by the simple fact that I died

And then I wake up
How?
I envy the dead
And their forever freedom
How?
I envy the dead
And their non-confrontation

When they die free
How?
I envy the dead
And their inevitable end
How?
I envy the dead
For their lack of progress

8. Perversion

Trust me
I've had a crappy year
Realizing the worst of my fears
A nightmare that I'm forced to live through
Must I clip my nuts to survive

Perversion
Pervert
Perversion
Yeah, yeah

Manners are just a social skill
I have learned how to get my will
Caress her with my insect hands
She's making love to the dead

Perversion
Pervert
Perversion
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Why now?
I had hope
Help me
Don't make me beg
Why now?
I had hope
Why me?

Smiling but I'm dead inside
The madonna-whore that I hide
Insurgent refuse to fall in line
Benumb of fear

Perversion
Pervert
Perversion
Yeah, yeah

9. Nothing To Live For

Thank yourself and the growing sense of disdain for your own kin
Remember the ones you left behind
As history has judged you for yours sins
Remember, remember
You deserve all the heartache and grief
No relationship that you could endure
It's time to move on
You've got nothing to live for
It's a social disease
To completely ruin a chance at a life

You've got a nothing to live for
You've got a nothing to live for
Nothing to live for

It's time to move on
You've got nothing to live for
It's a social disease
To completely ruin a shot at
It's time to move on
You've got nothing to live for
It's a pathetic attempt
To completely ruin a shot at

10. High On Rejection

On the right track
A man adored and set for success
(that's how you see yourself)
A dark and demon-ridden,
Troubled soul lest the truth be known

You're no good
You're a special and complicated man of poise
(with a death wish)
Because life has no meaning you speak like you're dying
Of course you haven't thought things through

What would you do if she gave you a choice
And promised that it wouldn't hurt?
Would you let it go or chicken out?
I think you would

You're no good at life
Succumb to rejection

It's a given you'll live as you'll die alone
(shrivel on your own)
A self fulfilled prophecy years have escaped you
Not realizing that

You were no good
You...







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