INMORIA LYRICS

1. Blinded

My life's a symphony of tragedy
Don’t know if I'm alive
Or am I dreaming

It is a symphony of agony
And hate is all I live for
Can’t take it anymore

Haunted by memories from long ago
I see them with my own eyes
Yet I am blinded

Everytime I lay me down
I see it all I see the sorrow
That has been haunting me

Now I know why it feels so cold
Now I know why I can't live

When I'm awake there is no light shining inside of me
Cause I'm blinded

And when I sleep I can see everything within me
Cause I'm blinded

When I'm awake
I don't believe that I'm alive
Or am I dreaming... ..Don't wanna wake up

I don’t believe that I am dead
I am alive when I am dreaming
It's all a mystery

All I see are the shadows
That surround me and they call me
Oh please forgive me

I'm so alone and I am scared
Oh please take me to the other side
And guide me to the light

2. End Of The Line

I see my own reflection in the mirror
And something is coming closer
So close I can feel them surrounding me

It s getting colder it's getting darker
I can hear them whisper my name
I can hear them speak the words
I can hear them preach about suicide

They are telling me what to do
And they are telling me how to do it
To end my life and to enter the beautiful shining light

Just one step closer to eternity
Just one step closer to infinity
I'm slowly starting to face away
To fade away and die

I've reached the end of the line
All I want is to close my eyes and sleep
All I want is to fade away and die

I've reached the end of the line
All I want is to end my painful life
I'm standing here at the end of the line

My own reflection is slowly fading
And the voices are getting stronger
I cannot take the pain I cannot take it anymore

I'm surrounded by all the shadows
I'm surrounded by the beautiful darkness
Just one more step and I will finally fall
Into the endless sleep

3. The Mirror

I am a mystery
Living in a life of sorrow

I am a blasphemy
Why can’t you see
That I'm a trail of chaos

I am a sacrilege
A fading light
Somewhere in the shadows

I am a living lie
Trapped in a circle of sadness
With the mirror as my only friend

Come closer can't you see me
Come closer can’t you feel me

The mirror never lies
I've got no reflection still I see the sorrow
The mirror never cries
Yet I see the tears from the face in front of the mirror
The mirror the mirror never lies
Have I lost my mind
Or is it over now
'Cause I can’t see my own reflection in the mirror

I am the circle of madness
I am the one who calls you

I am the garden of Eden
A lonely shadow
Don't you know who I am

I am the child in the mirror
An empty face
I am the chaos around you

I am the face in the mirror
Why can’t you see
The mirror never lies

4. Hear My Prayers

Hear me cry
See the tears of endless sorrow
Hear me call
My voice is whispering softly from the shadows
Calling you
To come and see me
Come and see me fade away

I'm crawling here beneath you
I'm trying to hide my hate
I'm trying so hard to forgive you
But you never hear what I say

I still believe
That you will someday hear my prayers
And show me the way
And guide me out of this misery

Why do I pray every night before I go to sleep
Why can't you hear my prayers

Why do I say these words when you never hear me
Why do I pray when I don't believe

Why do I pray every night why do I cry every night
Why can't you hear me cry

I can’t take it anymore I can't live anymore
Why can’t you hear my prayers

When I'm praying
I'm always crying
I'm calling out your name
I fade into a state of mind
That really drives me insane

You give me no answer
I'll never be forgiven
You'll never stop me
Stop me now from fading away

5. In My Dreams

Waking up to another day of misery
Waking up to another day of sorrow
Why didn't god let me die in my sleep
Oh death embrace me

I dream of a place where I can breathe
I dream of a place where I am safe
I'm so alone and I cannot live
Another day on my own

I've seen the eyes of god
I've seen the face of light
I've seen it all in my dreams
I've seen it all in my dreams

I've seen myself on the other side
I've seen it all in my dreams
I see it all when I sleep
I've seen it all in my dreams

Here I am in a world of insanity
Here I am in the middle of nowhere
Cast out from this garden of Eden
My eyes are closed and I am dreaming

Locked up in a state of madness
Welcome to my world of depression
Here I am so lost and so alone
Can't someone take away my pain

6. Just Another Lie

I wake up screaming and I wake up crying
I see the scars are back on my arms

What have I done 'cause I can't remember
Something remains in my dreams

When I sleep there is someone who haunts me
Someone who's cold and alone

He is always standing behind me
So please wake me up from this dream

Wake me up when I sleep

Why is he calling my name
Why is he telling me to follow him
Ending this life I've been given

In his eyes I can see all the sorrow and pain
So please wake me up from this dream

Wake me up when I sleep

Don't you ever speak, don't you ever speak the words
It's just another lie
I don't believe you when you're telling me the truth
It's just another lie
Another lie
Don’t you ever speak, don't you ever speak the words
It's just another lie

My own reflection reminds me
Of the life I've been living
Living in sorrow and sadness

All those bleeding scars and wounds that I have
Reminds me of a life without meaning

Promises are given from the shadow within me
Telling me do not be afraid

I am living on the edge of insanity
So please wake me up from this dream

7. The Silence Within Me

So lonely
So far away

So silent
I can t hear no breathing

So many empty promises
So many fading dreams

Why do I feel so alone
Oh god why can't you see

The silence within me
Is slowly breaking me
Just like the shadows that are surrounding me
The silence within me
Oh can’t you see that I am crying
My life has come to an end
The silence within me

Why do I still believe
Why do I still believe I'll be forgiven

All my life I've been living in sadness
All my life I've been hiding in the shadows

8. My Last Farewell

In the darkness I see them
I hear what they say
I know I've been losing my mind

Telling me stories
And telling me lies
And god has left me all alone

In the shadows I'm hiding
Away from it all
Screaming for someone to hear

I'm falling apart
I'm fading away
Remember the time that we had
Don't forget me

This is my last farewell
Time is not on my side
I can’t believe that I'm falling
I can’t believe I'll be gone

My last farewell
Can't go on with my life
I can't believe that I'm dying
I can't believe that I'm slowly fading away

I'm lying all alone
Screaming for you
Tell me how to believe

No one can save me
No one can feel
The pain that drives me insane

Now I know that it's over
I know I have lost
The will to carry on dreaming

Staring at shadows
Crying alone
Take this life and take away all the sorrow

9. Save Me

Suicide is the only thing I'm living for
You are the only thing I ever dream
Suicide is the only thing I'm praying for
You are the only thing I ever need

I can feel you within me
I can feel you surrounding me

Suicide is the only friend I ever need
You are the only one
And only you can save me

Show me now
Show me everything I need to know
I cannot do it by myself
I'm calling you

I can feel you within me
I can feel you surrounding me

That's why I need you to save me
You are my everything
You are the one for me
I cannot live without you

That’s why I need you to save me
You are the one I need
You are so beautiful
Only you can heal me
That’s why I need you to save me

Suicide is the only thing I'm waiting for
You're in my dreams and you are everywhere
Suicide is the only way for me to live
You are the only thing I ever need

I can feel you within me
I can feel you surrounding me

You let me dream about the afterlife
You let me dream about eternity
You let me dream about my sacrifice
Here I am beyond insanity

10. Watch Me Bleed

Oh I beg you to remember
To remember
Don't forget what I've done
Don't say goodbye
Don't leave me all alone with myself

Oh I beg you to remember
To remember
Don't believe in what they say
Don't believe in what they preach
Don’t believe a word

Here I dwell in the shadows
They are calling me
I see them in the darkness
Screaming out in agony
Come watch me bleed come watch me die

Too late to say goodbye
Too late to say I'm sorry
I can't believe that no one is here to heal me
So please just take me away from here

Too late to say forgive me
Too late to ask me why
Can't cry any more, I can’t live any more
So come and watch me die
Come watch me bleed

Everytime I look into the mirror
Everytime I look into my eyes
I'm filled with sorrow
And I know for sure it's the last thing I ever do

I see shadows hiding in the dark
I see faces gathering around me
I let them close the circle
Come watch me bleed come watch me die

11. My Shadow Fall

Yet another sleepless night
Yet another night without dreaming
I never felt like this before

So close but still so far away
I'm reaching out
But you turn and walk away from me

Don't you leave me all alone
Don't you walk away from me
Don't you turn your back on me
I cannot live my life like this

I see it so clearly now
I have opened up my eyes
I'm waiting for my endless sleep
Waiting for the moment
To leave it all behind

I watch my shadow fall
Now I'm all alone
Nothing more to live for
It's time to leave it all behind

I watch my shadow fall
I'll be dying all alone
No one to save me
I don't wanna die
Yet I don't wanna live

How can I believe
What the mirror shows me
The mirror tells no lies
Behind the mask I'm truly scared

Now I'm all alone
I've got nothing more to say or do
Can't believe that you betrayed me
You left me here without ever saying goodbye

12. Why

I see myself
Standing there
So lost and lonely

No one can see me
I'm reaching out
But they all just turn away

Who have I become
Who's the man
That I see in the mirror

A dark cold reflection
Staring back
And it won't leave me alone

They hear me cry
They see my tears
They feel my pain

They say that time heals all the wounds

Why do I cry
I cry myself to sleep every night
I don't believe
That someone will come
And take away my pain
Why do I live

I see me lying there
And all these faces
Staring down at me

They whisper something
That I can not hear
But still I understand

So silently I turn around
And I'm looking into my own eyes
Desperately I close my eyes and cry







INMORIA LYRICS