ILLDISPOSED LYRICS

1. Psychic Cyclus I-III

Come on, I'll help you
I'll save you, regain you and feel you
Didn't mean to, wasn't intended
To make you wanna cry
Listen, yeah listen
You got to, you need to, I want you
I'll satisfy your every need
If you satisfy me

That's the way I am, I am he

Two hearts, colliding
It's frightening, exciting, the way we are hiding
Our feelings for each other
As if there were another
Hatefull, yeah hateful
It's so cool to hurt you, this way too
I'm pityful don't I know it
But do I give a fuck

The mirror, reflecting
The image neglecting
Though inward I'm searching
I cannot find a single clue
Hippies, you're hippies
You're not strong. You're weakies
Come closer. I hate you
You stink, we'll never be friends

2. Near The Gates

"You are my life", she said as I looked
"And there ain't no way in which I celebrate
That I live, only you the reason for me"

Fuck that you smelly slut cause, there ain't no
way
I'm going down that road with you bitch
I'm much better looking than that

A very thin line between lovers and haters
I scream, as I drag you nearer to the gates
A line defined by mr. Norman Bates
Your body ripped by my knife, we're at the
gates

Take a look around you
Great colors I smell
Amazing

"Go get a life", I say to her who's life is based
on pleasing me, Yeah I know it may be difficult
actually doing it yourself

But you'll see as you grow old, that there ain't
no way
I'll spend my time on your patheticness
I'm much better looking than that

3. We Lie In The Snow

This time she got me
This time I'm achin'
We're riding on the edge

Off all she bid me
The lies and faking
Worst seemed to be her love

And then she told me
Right in the making
You'll never see a child

The snow so white
Keeps blinding me
A year has gone
Let it all be
You let it all be

Faithful as promised
A rule to live by
The very deepest of my soul

Temptated, honest
And you hear my sigh
Look at your god, then look at me

I'm so dark, black
And slowly I die
But you'll join me on my ride

4. Wake Up Dead

I sneak into the house
It's four in the morning
I had too much to drink
Said I was out with my boys

I can sense and I can feel
A thrilling lust creeping up upon me
No time for pleasure, no time for real
Is this the way I wanted to be

I hit for the bedroom
I slip into bed
I know if I wake her
I'll wake up dead

And I know all my friends
They live the lifes, that I repend
But am I better, am I cool
From where I'm standing, I look like a fool

When I wake up - This time I'm gonna tell her
I want to say - what bothers me
If she complains - and I bet she will
I'll throw her out - when I wake up: Dead

Will she find out
About the other
Other lover
Diane

5. Life: An Evaluation

I find the beauty of flowers pathetic
I'm tired of your "sparkling" eyes
Why don't we just both admit it

Control
Your face
Shocked
Emptiness

It wasn't meant to be this world of lies
I always wanted something better
The facts of life has been hidden and disguised

Come on, join the game

6. There's Something Rotten...

More power to the people from beyond
More to give to the rightful only one
You look at me then you look into the sky
I lie I lie I lie

I keep on searching for a better way to live
The hardest time is the hate I always give
I wanna hold you, but there ain't no other way
I pray I pray I pray

Can that be right, have I lost so many times
Is this the fight where I'm facing all my crimes
Or is there someone who's only left for me
You'll see you'll see you'll see

What you say, becomes me
All I am, don't you see

To the people from beyond
Living life isn't always all that fun
In your domain, you only hear my cry
I die I die I die

7. Pimp

I say: To be living brings me down
In a way, I'm what you call a pimp

Soap won't wash away your shame
I'll sell, whatever there's to be sold
In hell, I'd sell my own poor soul

Where are you going with that mask I found you
You're running through the world
Thinking only about tomorrow
In your dreams, I'll do all the things you say

Your guess, is just as good as mine
But no, I cannot justify your ways
Take care, cause hurtable as hell
I wear, I wear the hardest shell

Daybreak, you're returning
And I know that you want to play
When I see the sun going down
The eyes in my head, see the world spinning around

8. Days On The Floor

God speed
You're an angel
Deceived
She's whipping again

Erotic games of heart and how to play
Your slave or mistress no comfort to your name
She'll be coming at dinner tonight
I feel
I am yet reborn

Destroyed
Memories of a man
Uncovered
By a woman in black

Your punishment is but a treat
Fully confident in my own defeat

9. Not A Vision - 1991

I'm cornered
It's great to believe
That someday, not just any day
I will play
Mainly hypothetic, and pathetic

She's undressed
My heart's in vein
Unfortunate

I've lost
Her fingers fickels me
My trust
She's not worthy

I cannot
Explain how it is
A sex drug
Which eases the pain, don't tell me
I know the addiction
Perfection

Take off your dress and show your breast
Can't wait to fire at all

Into a hole, into another
Down we fall, fails to suffer

10. Instrumentally Illdisposed

[Instrumental]

11. Horsens Highway

[Instrumental]





ILLDISPOSED LYRICS