FINAL WORDS OF SORROW LYRICS

1. Birth

The fetus cries
Forced into existence
The world admires
Infecting its drear disease

Denied
The choice
Of tranquility
And peace of mind

A scapegoat made of flesh
For a degenerate cunt
A curse cast
From an impotent bastard

Denied
The joy
The dignity
Of nothingness

Why am I
Sentenced to wither
For another's crime

Denied
The choice
Of tranquility
And peace of mind

The fetus cries
As it drowns in its blood

Why?

2. Uniquity

Am I one of a kind?
(therefore) Am I alone?

Does anyone see
The things I see
(has misery clouded me?)
Is everyone blind
Or am I insane?
(Is my mind still intact?)

Has misery clouded
My thoughts
(does anyone see the things I see? Or)
Am I not yet
Lobotomized

A king of myself?
Enslaved by my mind?
I will never know

Accept such existence

Accept my bane

An egocentric view
A failure to comprehend
My insignificance
In this nonsensical

Vanity

Unwanted
Rejected
Rejector
Loved and hated by

None

3. Love

In you I see the sun
Raining light on me
In you I find myself
Trying to crawl out of the dark

Yet I drown in the thought of our love
The blade craves for my blood

A chill right down my spine
Every time we touch

Our names carved in the blade
Whose heart shall be torn?
I'd die for you, yet you stand still
Your beauty I can't stand

Look me in the eye
A mix of love and hate
While our bodies twist as one
The blade is pushed in your heart

...is pushed in your heart

We kiss for the last time
As your hands weaken

Touching the scars we put on ourselves
The blade cuts both ways
Both of our names written on it
Yet the grave fits only one

In you I see the moon
Pale and cold you are
In you I find pain
The one I was looking for

Yet I drown in the thought of our love
The blade craves for more blood..

4. Addiction

Pierce
Right through my flesh
As I'm searching for purpose
In my vapid existence

A veil of darkness around my eyes
As shadows emerge to reject anything but you

Deep
(inside me)
Come
(I need to feel)
Bleed
(I offer to you)
Drain
(My every last drop)

Deeper, deeper, there is no end
You can't hold back anymore
The seed has grown, you can't understand
The harm will never be

Undone

To find a meaning
I turn to you
For as long as I live
You will never leave me

No regrets, no lies
There is no return
For I left myself behind
Giving me to you

...And I seek no forgiveness
For when I taste your essence
The stars fall asleep and time is no more
I'd only wish that the moment would last forever...

Craving, finding, piercing
Inject and take my mind
Away, absent, lost and
Longing for no return

Waking, panicked, weakened
The circle's starting over
Craving, finding, piercing
It's (too) late I'm close to the end

5. Hope

Staring upon the grave of my mind
Long after I killed
Everything dear to me
A desperate attempt to
Recreate my life

Locked in the past
I left my self blind
Driven backwards to the future
Remorseful abject and lost

Staring into the illusion of light

I strive
To no longer
Feel endless
Pain

I stare at the sun
Yet no warmth ever reaches my face
Still I give not heaven for lost
For I'm bound to the corpse of a rotten memory

Letters sent
But none has returned
I pray and pray
I rot in disdain

A dead end
So much to pretend
As I stand, a sigh
In front of you

Averting the absence light
Its memory haunts me still
Dreaming of planes where joy forever dwells

6. Sorrow

We walked silent
Side by side
A starless sky
To remember
Can feel no warmth
Can feel no more
Lifeless eyes
Fixed to the void

In the sky my damnation
A burden of no relief
A rain that pierce
Through my skin

I find shelter in pain
Yet the truth of these scars
Mean nothing
As time delivers lethe

Can feel no warmth can feel no more
Lifeless eyes fixed to the void

A blood stain
A sovereign
This dusty room
A dive in vain

I am the seed of pain
Tears that will not dry
I am forlorn scar
A shadow from the past

A wet grave
Eternal bale
I am the pain
I am the rain.

7. Death

I waited this for all my life
I lust for this, deep deep inside

I feel cold
Life at last it slips away
The greatest fear of 'em all
Life was not meant to be forever

My blood slowly moves
Through my veins
A bitter cold
Like all ends seem like
Light fades
Like curtains fall to sleep inside
A taste of metal
To dry my mouth
And die

Pain
Just leave me with the pain
The paradox of existence
The walls of emptiness

Darkness
I come to you
As the waves sink me deeper
A torrent of death

Life was not meant to be forever
I feel cold
Light fades
Darkness
I come to you

I know the meaning of this
And my last thoughts inside this damaged body
Give a spark at my hazy eyes
And manifest the glory of death

I am the seed that grows to the end
I am a tree that's cut to burn
I am a leaf floating on smoke
A shadow walking beyond time.

And in the moments of our agony
Who is the bravest?
Who is worthy of such a treasure?
Elysium for the sleepless souls

I am the seed that grows to the end
I am a tree that's cut to burn
I am a leaf floating on smoke
A shadow walking beyond time

8. Oblivion

Flicker
Vanish into nothing
Fade
Into infinity
Peace I found
At last I
Forget

The stars welcome my absence
The void engulfs me
Unsung hymns
Embrace me

No heaven
No hell
No god to judge me
All faith is gone

Creation undone
Existence null
For once I'm free







FINAL WORDS OF SORROW LYRICS