EGOISTIC LYRICS

1. Welcome

Indifference, hesitation, embarrassing me before myself
From wall to wall I walk constantly
You have come and you've crashed what I have build before
I'm all yours, now I surrender

Your mistake and my guilt - no common sense, just disappointment
Your denial - my acceptation
What is wrong, what is false, what's to be done
I forgive you everything

All the past and all what have last
What remains now have no sense
Now you're here and I'm too
I spread my arms and welcome you

I spread my arms and welcome you
What I've expected all the time has never become true
I'm sure it was the last in my entire life - welcome
I spread my arms and welcome you
What I've expected all the time has never become true
I'm sure it was the last in my entire life - welcome

Impatience, irritation keep my doubts on and on
And if you'll talk I will listen
Will it right? Will it good? I'll never know
I will ask no more question

All the past and all what have last
What remains now have no sense
Now you're here and I'm too
I spread my arms and welcome you

2. Devaluation

I saw you, you saw me
That moment was so obvious
I sold you, you sold me
Transaction - just keep the change

Devaluation of my life and what I've done
Once and twice and every time
A brand new reason need to be found

Suppression, collision - state of decomposition
My mind price, body's value, soul's colour
I saw you, you saw me
That moment was so precious
I called you, you called me
So different but we've the same name

What you've said was relevant
Keeps my open motion
That transaction we have done
What you preach I will follow

And doesn't matter where are you now
It's only presence of a different kind
The burning thoughts erupting in silence
Devaluation of my life

I saw you, you saw me
That moment was so precious
I called you, you called me
So different but we've the same name

Devaluation of my life and what I've done
Once and twice and every time
A brand new reason need to be found

3. This Goddamn Silence

Disturbing silence surrounding me, embracing me
I cannot fall asleep tonight

The puls is rising, tension's growing
It's hot but I'm shivering
This night is hell for me

This goddamn silence awakes me and feeds me
I cannot sink in sleep tonight

The visions coming, they're getting clear
There's something closing
It's growning in my chest, pulsing in my veins

I cannot sleep but I still feel
I want to sleep but I still see
I put the pillow on my face
All I want is my final rest

I cannot sleep but I still feel
I want to sleep but I still see
I put the pillow on my face
All I want is my final rest

4. It Doesn't Work

I took one pill
Just to fall asleep
And wish myself
Only stop to think
The ashtray's full
And walls stare at me
I took this drug
To drown in everything

Next restless night
The streetlight's green
My bleary eyes see 
What no one sees

Why it doesn't work
Why I'm now so torn
There is so much anxiety in me
Why it doesn't work

Paralysis
Numbing limbs
The urgency of a sleep
overshadows other needs
Desperation
Handful of pills
I hear voices in my room
I know, I won't sleep

My sweaty hands
And pulsing bugling veins
The sleeping pill
Caused me dreams ereased
Next sleepless night
The loss of time
My bleary eyes see
So strange things

Paralysis
Numbing limbs
The urgency of a sleep
overshadows other needs
Desperation
Handful of pills
I hear voices in my room
I know, I won't sleep

Why it doesn't work
Why I'm now so torn
There is so much anxiety in me
Why it doesn't work

5. I Inside Me

What I see not can only see
Reflecting nothing to touch, nothing to hear
So narrow I'm trapped within myself
Respecting only the powers I can create

I am the mirror, I am the stone, I am the purest chord
I am imprisoned on my poky world
Here I am the soil
Reflection, resuscitation
Self-slave is the act of self-reason

I'm speechless, appreciating my time
Respectful I have no boundaries of any kind
What I see when the others see not
Your damned world is out of my sight

I am the mirror, I am the stone, I am the purest chord
I am imprisoned on my poky world
Here I am the soil
Reflection, resuscitation
Self-slave is the act of self-reason

I am inside me
But outside there's no one left
When I feel I'm safe here
Everything except me is dead
I am inside me
But outside there's no one left
When I feel I'm safe here
Everything except me is dead

What's inside, who's locked within
So senseless, no one's alive, no one to kill
I'm captured - my body is a trap
Inside it there is a failure it's so unreal

I am the mirror, I am the stone, I am the purest chord
I am imprisoned on my poky world
Here I am the soil
Reflection, resuscitation
Self-slave is the act of self-reason
I am inside me
But outside there's no one left
When I feel I'm safe here
Everything except me is dead

6. Unconcious In A Moment

There's something growing in my mind before I wake
My eyes are open but I feel the presence of that state
The biggest plan I just have done and everything I become
I'm fading without a trace with this new-coming-dawn

Unconscious in this moment
I see world bigger than he appears
I rise then fall
The dreaming on and on
How did it come to this
Unconscious in this moment
I see world bigger than he appears
I rise then fall
The dreaming on and on
How did it come to this

There's something calling me from the world I don't belong
I've started something here but there are always things undone
The decision is made but I didn't take a part
I'm fading without a trace in this claustrophobic world

Unconscious in this moment
I see world bigger than he appears
I rise then fall
The dreaming on and on
How did it come to this
Unconscious in this moment
I see world bigger than he appears
I rise then fall
The dreaming on and on
How did it come to this

7. Descending

You tell me I need it
Assure there is no life without it
Everything's gonna be different
Now I'm leaving, I'm descending

Broken is my only company
Masterwork's now incomplete
This chaotic state will last
Can you see it, just react

Once again I realize
I'm too patient - blessing in disguise
Or it's curse I'm really not sure
I've decided, I will face me

Broken closed my only destiny
In the several lines i can see
Travelling heads but still I can feel
No more patient, no more win

Broken closed my only destiny
In the several lines i can see
Travelling heads but still I can feel
No more patient, no more win

Broken will is now my only company
Masterwork's now incomplete
This chaotic state will last
Can you see it, just react
Broken is my only company
Masterwork's now incomplete
This chaotic state will last
Can you see it, just react

8. I'm Comming There For More

When I saw it unexpected and unconquered
This was it, familiar place
Lost in me, then there found
Feeling naked, newborn, getting ready
End of dream definetelly
Getting out of that suppresion and fear

And I'm coming there for more
I'm coming to take it all
I am marching with eyes wide open
I'm coming to take control

When I saw this place, it was lost and abandoned
Not just the horrid vision
Seems to me there's something I should ever want
Nothing's there and no ones listen

Suddenly there's something moving in that depth
I can fell someones presence
Expecting me, waiting for me to come
So here I am - I speak, they listen

And I'm coming there for more
I'm coming to take it all
I am marching with eyes wide open
I'm coming to take control
And I'm coming back for more
I'm coming to take it all
I am marching with eyes wide open
I'm coming to take control







EGOISTIC LYRICS