CODEINE KING LYRICS

1. Nobody

[Instrumental]

2. Greytown

[feat. Ty Ignacio of devthbed]

once a night is never enough, I wake up dwelling on all the times I could've asked for help and how it's all my fault I've ended up in this hell.
just look at how far I fell in such a short time, look at all the pain I've felt and will feel for a lifetime.
I am so tired of feeling this way, I am so wired from this lack of sleep.

I am a human being ruled by emotion, pulled to the depths of the fucking ocean by my devotion to feeling like shit...
been like this since I was a kid.
since I lived through the loss of my innocence, I'm still trying to make sense of all of these fucking feelings.
they're weighing me down, they're wearing me out.
they're weighing me down, they're wearing me the fuck out.

the bags under my eyes are getting darker and darker and darker, darker than the days I've spent glued into my bed.
you ever wonder what it's like to feel like to be me?
just look into my eyes and see what lies behind, looking for my salvation but that shit ain't easy,
I'm scared of what lies behind this haze of emotion

what an embarrassment it is to be such a disappointment.
what a shame, I've spent all these years just wasting away

cold hands and heavy eyes, I'm shaking hands with death but still he keeps me alive.
looking up, trying to tie a noose but it's no use because I fall to the nervousness that's claimed me since my youth.

I'm still trying to make sense of all these thoughts roaming through my head, they're fucking weighing me down.
wearing me out.
I'm just trying to make sense of all these thoughts roaming through my head,
they're fucking weighing me down, they're fucking wearing me out.

I know I've grown up hollow and inside out, I always bend before I break when my mind is filled with self doubt.
unseen I sink into my thoughts, I am the salt the ocean refused...
each dissolved grain toxic to the touch, to hear, to know.
with each year I grow further and further into this stale state of decay.
I'll make my own ocean, a dead sea,
I'll make my own ocean, so lifeless just like me.

load the gun, pump the trigger till I'm dead. all in the hope that you'll see what's going on in my head.

3. Black

[feat. Ro Han of I Built the Sky]

a slave to this hysteria, losing touch with what it's like to feel human,
I've been pieced together from crack rocks and heroin... I guess I'm gonna need help.
the sky above me can't be recognized, through this haze of crystallised demise.
I've got nothing to live for, but the love of being sick.

every time I fight back, I always start to relapse,
burn the foil and the black has got my eyes rolling back.
what a perfect tragedy, it has taken over me.
a constant back and forth, a fucking love and hate,
always down for my queen but I think she fucking hates me.

I was once the sun in her eyes, but now I'm just a long dead star that's been fucking hollowed out.
it's been ages since the heart in my chest has given me any warmth to live with,
my limbs have become atrophied and numb.

I can't even pull my face off the floor, I'm at the point where it might not even fucking matter anymore,
I've spent my life reaching for the hand that will lead me to my grave and whisper in my ear,
"just dig, build your home in the earth... just dig, make your bed with the worms writhing underneath our feet."

I see a fire in her eyes, a beacon shining in the night... a lure drawing me closer to the end of my life,
I found bliss in your lie.
I've got nothing to live for but the love of being sick,
I've got nothing to live for, so I'll just fucking dig

I breath you in... my addiction gets it's fix

4. Youth Decay

leave me alone,
I'm busy framing beauty within my peripheral,
blind my bloodshot eyes,
prepare the world to behold my slow dive into the hopeless emotion that I internalize,
another decaying youth for you to romanticize,
swallow my words, disguise this bitterness as a product of my vices

slowly sinking, drifting under the ice, that sleeps so silent, frozen and indifferent to my life,
sinking, waiting for the frost to set on my bones,
a hollow home, pain lives there, it thrives and it grows,
the closest friend I've never known

how could I have not fallen in love with the loath that was born in my veins, screaming in anger, screaming in anger

so don't ask me how I grew to hate myself,
I've spent my life screaming in silence at the world that spit me out,
death claims us all

as I gasp for air I feel a hand wrap around my throat,
pulling me deeper, a blessing like none I've ever known,
my saviour my friend, I'm not sure where you've been,
twenty years I've been living, craving for your attention

take me away,
take me away from this youth decay

I feel a consuming numbness take over me,
face turning blue, darkness from the suffocating,
ice filled lungs, internal frostbite,
death hold me, I give you my broken mind

5. Naminé

the night is silent except for the distant train of thought running through my mind.
I wonder why I'm awake, listening to the barely audible memories of you and me.
I miss the way you looked at me, so amused when I tried so desperately to fall asleep.
the little things just bore their way into my soul and tear me apart endlessly... this pain has no self control

everything falls back to me, the poisoned tree has bloomed the fruit of decay.

you told me I was your sun, when your eyes clung to the stars... a constant reminder that I was never enough.
this light pollution saves me from the pain of looking up to the sky and remembering everything.
like how we stood ten feet apart, blanketed in silence,
finally past the point of talking ourselves through this heartbreak.
the emptiness in the sky is eating me alive, you were the moon that guided me so gently through the fucking night.
through the night.
you were the moon that guided me so gently...

everything falls back to me, the poisoned tree has bloomed the fruit of decay.

everything I touch always turns to stone, everything I love always leaves these shaking bones.
these shaking bones, they crumble.

6. no. XIV

everything I touch turns to stone and crumbles,
everything I love leaves these shaking bones.
everything I love finds it's way to a new home.







CODEINE KING LYRICS