BACKJUMPER LYRICS

1. Jack Bumper

I know the shit-talking spread about me
but that's how it goes, come closer
your fake ass attitude bullshit
you used to prove what your not and you cannot own
You don't know shit
You'd better stay with the face on the ground
we're true and you'll never be quiet like us
Shame on you fool, chit chat only behind our backs

Goddamn you, these stories lacks of truth

Loyalty between words and facts
I take it proud in my heart, no regret
you know you cannot be, you know you force to be
but you will never know what is like to be me

I cannot stand
reject you, and all these habits
you cannot stand any sacrifice
and you got always the games pretty done

I spit venom and you ain't got the cure
want to be hardcore till it don't fit it anymore
swallow your pride and try another role and decide to be real for once

There's something you can't teach
or impose yourself
you have it in your heart
some call it a problem
but I call it a gift
don't pretend to be what you're not
cause you'll be forgotten and alone
when the next man comes

You can't take this from me
You'll drown in the lies you own, sinking
You'll drown in your own lies, sinking

2. Silence Awaits You

Watch the weather it's changing, rearranging for you

Rain, the silence awaits you
the sky's turning now
empty grounds seeking through our day
Your heaven turned into ashes, it's in the palm of my hand
here comes the sorrow, the empty
to set your eyes to decline

Signs of fail, the sky's turning
and we'll always be down
just wait and see what happens to me
to blow this morning and drive it away

Now take a breath and climb these walls
of indecision
Two seconds left alone

Come and slide away if you can
above the end of this night
punching my skin too tight
away from you

Just free me now
Take this life, is filled of promises
I will try to reach the glory of mankind

Nothing to gain, it was decided
when you chosen to crave
the vain engraved in the back of my eyes
and i'm willing to wash it away

Now take a breath and climb these walls
of indecision
Two seconds left alone,
Until midnight

And I cannot seem to control life
digging in my hole
that's why I'm falling over you

Fade away from here
look me in the eyes
promise me
Your heaven is ending its life, it's cursed
broken and drown, before this dawn
your heaven is ending
it's our time

3. The Awakening

Barely following the steps of a righteous path
it won't be nothing turned
these eyes are darkened gone
That train is gone forever
it won't becoming ever
the place this world want me to be in

Take your time, see and sever
until these sleepless nights are slowly gone
Take your time now, see and fucking sever
until these sleepless nights are slowly gone
not all of these sleepless nights are gone

I can still see knifes that sever
There is nothing that we want more
We won't believe the same faults again
There's not deadly-afraid victims, only aware executors
passing away the frontline dictators
I carve this pact in me, that wakes the cruelty
of this creation made through destruction

I can still feel these blades searching
deeper they're reclaiming for

You know the night is darker, right before the dawn
Don't try to see it through, and don't pretend to know
Can't you refuse these kinda of visions, can't you define a reason

Wake up
you got the demons awaken
you got the time broken
Everytime you know to got the demons awaken
Rise up

I do terrible dreams, I wake up and regret them
even when you sleep the world's still awake, head this failure

4. Not Today

A thought of you that often grows in my dreams
as years pass on I can't divide myself from what I've done
I should start everything all over again
just open my eyes and separate me from this

But the burden is framed within me, eternally
With the same consciousness
of what I decided to keep to go on
It's all I ever known
pouring my ink to fill it, my inner book
I got blank pages on

And going on is painful as looking back
understanding what I left someday somehow

Looking at the scars that still burns
how I wish it was all that easy
bringing solace deeply, how I wish I could
the rain keeps falling on these streets
As tears that cover my face with regret
that help retrieving the letters I can't forget
Motionless I pose
accepting the mobility of reason
it's a selfish prison

You know, I fall into the void of weakness

The reason why
they hold on saying (they say you learn everyday)
I rather say (that I don't feel like growing up today)

Still picking up the pieces
of times where I was down again
make them a part of myself
I'll rebuild me
While days are
standing still
I'm getting through them
I'll rebuild me

5. Prove It Wrong

When we own a way, we can choose to be free,
and we got chances to be mean
in this game of failure the end is always near
every thought you try to make, don't last a goddamn day

If you fake yourself, just being right
you already know that you can prove it wrong
cause we are not static know that
we alter, shift and change
adapt on daily basis
that makes us human

A mash of contradictions
it's our nature to tender slow
as you sift away

You can make sentence full of matter
and regret the minute after
keep safe the border staring at your doors
behind our barricades, defenses are getting weak

As we can't stand try to let go
Follow leftovers
Will we ever fill this hole ?
filled of panic ?
Let me take back my mind

All we know is falling
aggravate on false hopes
the strength of complex

Behold these conversations
no matter what you say or do
keep your mind busy
cause thinking will haunt you
and it will not go away

6. Trees

[Instrumental]

7. Sun Static

Sometimes it hurts, Sometimes it shines
that makes us feel, that makes us real, we are now truly alive
Wake up and smell the concrete
when you're down there's nothing more to see
Beneath the punches thrown
and the chances gone
there is always something more

Begin to change your side

Everything pass and got put behind
we must learn from the past and put it in mind
whatever happens you'll always have yourself
cause you won't count on anyone else
Look Around, begin to change your side,
Rearrange, begin to change your mind
but don't forget, that would be worst of the crimes

Taste the flavor of defeat
and lighten the weight of the world
you're crawling deep to the way out
and unlock the door and wipe the doubt
You're crawling deep to the way out
and unlock the door inside yourself

Run in circles, wondering for the end

Whatever will bring tomorrow
it's clear you'll take it to your grave
Between your flesh and bones
and your hours alone
you got always your thirst for something more

Is not that easy to go through all the things this life hide to us

An endless circle, a downward spiral
created in my chest
it resonates through my heart and head
finds in my mouth all of this bitterness

Under the black clouds of our empty days
we will always have our stories of scars
of death and of broken hearts
we are nothing more than words
and the hardest thing is to prove you mean nothing to me

8. Road To The Hollow

I've heard your screams for way too long, there's no instructions
you fail me through your dirty words, rapture
create into greed, your hunger for mightiness
I've counted your second thoughts one more time again now
beware of the sign again, beware of the end
Don't try to make me another fucking outcast just like you
but the memory remains, this time I won't let them go
You're reaching slow at the edge of my patience
I'm gonna make you pay back this load of bullshit

I can't deny your sacred views
can't deny your made up tales but left are only a few
In this time of neglect you can bet I won't lack of attention
I cannot be so shy, I just can let you die
there's no wasted blood, reset this fucking world
recall the times that saw you and me together

That's road to the hollow, that's road to be alone
we won't miss you, when you're gone

I've heard you , stand off !

I've heard your screams for way too long, there's no instructions
you fail me through your dirty words, this call becomes, a rapture
It's clear you're trying to make me another outcast just like you
but the memory remains, this time I won't let them go

I just found another way to die
I just found a matter
I just found another way to die
I just found another way too
I just found a way to make things right

Heal the fracture of the thousand wounds
so take me down and aim me back and fake me to you
be the witness of the buried faults
you're the victim of your own deception

You cannot last
You're the fracture of my thousand, thousand wounds
and there's only one way to sell back to you

Burn you down to the fucking ground and be a slave of your mistakes
burn you down, a new light is found, to point blank all over this bloodbath

There's no need for your saviour

9. Disenchanted

Somebody take me back to the days where
all I knew was all a phase
all I needed was a mother's embrace
not wanting to get out of this place

That welcome me into the valley of doubts
words doesn't express my disappointment

Now everything is falling apart
and I can't match the pieces
they're coming all here straight to my face
but I can't make them fit, cannot change them, cannot clear

Time took over, everything
and our days have turned to grey, they have burned slowly, disenchanted and decayed
time took over, everything you know
realize what owns this life, open up your eyes to consumption

Somebody take me back to the days when
I didn't even know my ways
the love I knew was only in mother's eyes
and not the pain of ten thousand knifes

I Scream out this monologue on wasted times
words doesn't express my disappointment

I live, I lie, I try and I cry, but I'll ever know the reasons why ?

Reflect

10. White, Black And The Lies Between

Don't you see, you're feeding me
that's the cause for you've been cursed
too late to care, it's my despair
I can't see brighter
through the eyes deceased, the more you bleed I
let you, my deadly cure
between the oppose, you'll not get close
to realize I'm dying inside

Now I lay between the death and love
now I lay descending from above
Come back to me, the thoughts of what I'll never mean to be
come back
forgive the hopeless reveal the worthless of your smile, a break

Straight to me endlessly
no replace for the mind absence
throughout the time the subtle crime
I regret everything
To deliberate these thoughts I hate
the thoughts I feel feeling for real
you're going down through what I found
another time I'm dying inside

Come back to me, the thoughts of what I'll never mean to be
come back
forgive the hopeless reveal the worthless of your smile, a breakdown
that fades inside of me, fades inside of me
confide the emptiness in your eyes, a breakdown

You see it's all been made for you
it's made for you

Love blood, cursed things
will we ever know what those means
life death, uncontrolled things
WHITE BLACK AND THE LIES BETWEEN
nothing else but
life death, uncontrolled things
WHITE BLACK AND THE LIES BETWEEN
nothing, nothing else

11. If This Is Beginning I Hope It Will End Soon

Step up and smile if you ever wonder
gonna take a deep breath and you will step on this
my shadow doesn't reflect me anymore
I've burned the pact that lead me to it
You can't imagine what hides
the smile right on my face
it's just a taste of things to come
will not be any guiding lights on

Here it comes the day of another damn freedom, pull the trigger

Sail the black seas of uncertainty
when your days are still unnumbered and safe
the realm will come and knock at the door to set up your chemistry
causing the shipwreck of your old intentions
So drown
Keep decaying my joy the war in your heart will last forever
please don't let me down, your hand can't save me
It's just a taste of things to come
will not be any guiding lights on

Sometimes becomes everytime, everywhere becomes my home
if this is beginning, I hope it will end soon

So drown
Sometimes slightly becomes overtime
nowhere from everywhere becomes my home

Once again you're facing yourself
learning from the stories you've been told

I told you
I warned you not to waste your shots
gotta get a way, got to reload reload !!!
It will burn deep inside
inside the depths of my soul
the frailty of words
collapsing beneath the loss of control

Here it comes the day of another damn freedom, pull the trigger
becomes the day where you're just in the middle
everywhere you go, every time you fall, everything you know
every place you've been laid

Step up and smile if you ever wonder
gonna take a deep breath and you will step on this
step on this
you'll repent on this
coward
you'll finally step on this

Dissect your life as it goes deeper and deeper
one chapter of relief, has a whole story of letting down
It's a consequence
it's not a personal choice
it's a constriction







BACKJUMPER LYRICS