ALYSIA LYRICS

1. Art of Anxiety

I see what I've become
So cold, broken and numb
Is this all that is real
I can't believe - I won't believe
And all I feel is emptiness
And all I feel is emptiness

2. Letting You Go

I'm letting you go

Sinking deeper down
I'm under your pressure now
I'll be gone should I hold on

It's all gone everything that we built up
Holding my breath as I see you walk away
Every second I feel more insecure
A battle won but I lost the war

Why I let you inside is still a mystery
No more
How I'm feeling inside there's only suffering
No more

Help me understand why I should take your hands
Tell me why I should hold on to you again

Even if I could even if I should
I will never lay my life in your hands again
I'm letting you know that I've been down this road for far to long
I'm letting you go

For what it is worth I only told the truth
I swear I have never felt this way
We used to face our enemies back to back
But you betrayed me for a higher hope
With every heartbeat I feel more stained in black
As I walk this lonely road

Why I let you inside is still a mystery
No more
How I'm feeling inside there's only suffering
No more

Help me understand why I should take your hands
Tell me why I should hold on to you again

Even if I could even if I should
I will never lay my life in your hands again
I'm letting you know that I've been down this road for far to long
I'm letting you go

3. Astray

Don't let me go
I'm on my own

In the end it was always you
No matter what you put me through
A broken home a shattered lip
How many times can we do this

Let's be honest I think we lost it
Let's be honest the line we crossed it

And you lead me astray
From the fear and the pain
Never to be heard from again
You lead me astray
From the fear and the pain
Never to be seen again

Ready to fall you took it all
Now my world is on fire
See yourself through my eyes
All I see is a lier

Let's be honest I think we lost it
Let's be honest the line we crossed it

And you lead me astray
From the fear and the pain
Never to be heard from again
You lead me astray
From the fear and the pain
Never to be seen again

4. Chasing Shadows

Sitting in this room with nothing left
Trying to escape the feeling of emptiness
You took all that was good in me
Trying to figure out just what comes next
Dying to suppress the hurt within my chest

I give it all but no one sees

See the inside of my enemy
It's time to pay for your felony
You never once showed me empathy
I will break free

Take all that's left of me
You're chasing shadows
Break me then leave me be
You made me hollow

The show is over the curtain calls
Awaiting judgement as the darkness falls
I still bleed and I do it for you
Trying to find closure to it all
But it's not easy when you're feeling small
The stage is set for tragedy

See the inside of my enemy
It's time to pay for your felony
You never once showed me empathy
I will break free

Take all that's left of me
You're chasing shadows
Break me then leave me be
You you made me hollow

As the last of the sunlight leaves me
Rest my bones under dark skies
I know that whatever you say
I won't stay here left for dead
You took your shot and you made me, you made me hollow

5. Bad Decisions

I have severed all my ties tonight
To free myself from all the guilt and lies
This heavy weight inside my broken heart
The same heart you had to tear apart
Now I count the scars of mine
By your design a villainous thrive
So count your blessings say your prayers
No silver linings only nightmares
There's only nightmares

You have become my self destructive drive
Bad decisions makes me feel alive
I'm letting go of this fire within me tonight
I won't go down without a fight

This break up was a blessing in disguise
No more tears will ever fill my eyes
You pushed me first and now it is my turn
I will laugh and watch the bridges burn
I will watch them burn

You have become my self destructive drive
Bad decisions makes me feel alive
I'm letting go of this fire within me tonight
I won't go down without a fight

The devil within me
I am a beast at heart
To set the world ablaze
and tear my life apart

6. My Inner Ocean

Do you know what it's like to lose the will to live
The line is wearing thin as the pain is setting in
Numb to the bone a heart made of stone
Disconnected to it all

I have lost my grip
And bound to slip
Like so many times before

I am losing it
I'm falling in the pit

Drowning in my inner ocean
Long lost I am frozen
The only way is down
In my inner self I drown

Can you hear the sound
My serenade my woes
In my inner self I drown

Do you know what it's like when dreams turn to dust
Left all alone with no one to trust
The stabs in your back
The panic attacks
Sinking slowly into black

I have lost my grip
And bound to slip
Like so many times before

I am losing it
I'm falling in the pit

Drowning in my inner ocean
Long lost I am frozen
The only way is down
In my inner self I drown

Surrounded by light so warm and so bright
But within me - the walls are crumbling
So seductive so dark and destructive it's tempting
Alone I will be...

Drowning in my inner ocean
Long lost I am frozen
The only way is down
In my inner self I drown

7. Endless Shores

It's all over now
The way I feel if I neglect all that I got
And when the waves comes in
It all makes sense to me
I'm meant to walk these shores
Of hope yet broken dreams
A place to call my home
So far away now
In the dreamless void
Forevermore







ALYSIA LYRICS